American fiction -- 19th century; Detective and mystery stories
Yes, yes; for here all that there has ever been of sweetness in his
miserable life, all that there is of hope in that great world to come,
centres and makes a holy air about him. Here _she_ sat one day, one
memorable, glorious day, with the sunshine playing on her hair and that
sweet surprise in her look which told him more plainly than the
faltering yes on her tongue that his presumptuous love was returned, and
that life henceforth promised to be a paradise to him. Ah, ah, and he
had not been satisfied! He must needs be a great physician too, greater
than any of those about him, greater than the great lights of Boston and
New York, and so—But away with such thoughts; it is not morning yet and
this night shall be given up to sweeter memories and more sacred
farewells.
Stooping he knelt where she had sat, and put his hands together as in
childhood’s days and prayed, perhaps for the first time in years; prayed
as if his mother was overhearing him. Did he pray alone? Was not she
praying too in that shabby little room of hers, so unworthy of her
beauty and yet so hallowed by her resignation and her love?
Ah, yes, she was praying there to-night, but what would she be doing
there to-morrow? He uttered a cry as the thought stung him, and
springing passionately to his feet went on and on, avoiding but one
place in the whole house and that was where a little door led down to
the cellar, at the side of the spiral staircase. When all was done he
paused and said his last farewell. Who would walk these lonely halls
after he had vanished from them? Upon whom would these mirrors look and
in whose hearts would the mystery of this place next impress itself?
There was no prophet present to lift the veil, and dropping his chin on
his breast the doctor descended the stairs and betook himself again to
his desolate den.
The stars were shining brightly over the graveyard as he reseated
himself at his desk. There were no signs of advancing morning yet, and
he could dream, dream yet that he was young again and that Grace’s voice
was in his ear and her tender touch on his arm, and that life was all
innocence and hope, and that yon loud resounding clock, too loud for
guilty men, rang with some other sound than that of death, doom, and
retribution.
Letting his head fall forward in his hands he sat while the dreary hours
moved on, but when the clock struck six he raised his forehead and
facing the churchyard waited for the first coming streaks of light. And
sitting so and waiting so we get our last glimpse of him before the
hubbub and turmoil of the day set in, with the curious gaping crowd on
the highway and the group among the graves, asking why the doctor had
not come out, and why the sexton was the first to appear on the scene,
and why he bore a pickaxe and a spade and looked as solemn as if he were
going to dig a grave for the dead.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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