Don Sebastian : $b or, The house of the Braganza: An historical romance. vol. 1Porter, Anna Maria
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Don Sebastian : $b or, The house of the Braganza: An historical romance. vol. 1
Porter, Anna Maria
Sebastião, King of Portugal, 1554-1578 -- Fiction
To the enchantments of Donna Gonsalva he continually turned from these
vexations: her wit enlivened him, her syren voice soothed the most
turbulent emotions of his soul, and his unsated eyes found ceaseless
delight in following the graceful varieties of her face and figure: yet
Sebastian had a void in his heart; a something unfilled, unsatisfied,
which he placed to the account of the imperfection of human felicity.
Donna Gonsalva was exquisite in person and mind; she certainly loved
him, but her love did not meet either the delicacy or the intensity of
his: her feelings were obtuse in those trifles to which sensibility is
tremblingly alive: she would often pursue her own sprightly pleasures
with such eager forgetfulness of him, as to mortify and displease
him. Two or three times he had entered her apartments at Xabregas
in the bitterness of a spirit traversed and exhausted by political
disappointments, and she had not observed it: his watchful passion was
never one moment insensible to the slightest variation of its object;
not even the mist of an unpleasant thought could shade that heaven of
beauty, without disturbing his repose--and she--yes she, often saw him
agitated or depressed, without observation.
It was at these periods that Sebastian acknowledged the torments and
the omnipotence of love: he saw a defect in his idol, yet he worshipped
her still.
But what could he desire more than to be loved with all the powers of
her soul? if that soul wanted some of the energy of his, was it not
her misfortune rather than her fault? his reason assented to this,
though his heart frequently burst out into fond complaints which
Gonsalva silenced by the warmest assurance of preference. Under the
immediate impression of his grief, she would lose no opportunity
of evincing her tenderness, and then Sebastian’s transports would
return: but attentions which do not flow spontaneously from a natural
softness, seldom are lasting; Donna Gonsalva would soon forget her
lover’s character, because her own was of a lighter stamp, and gay
thoughtlessness uniformly succeeded a short solicitude.
This perpetual inconsideration deeply wounded the King; for a lover
like him, expected to throb in every pulse of her heart. Racked with
repeated mortifications, that perhaps owed their existence to an
impassioned fastidiousness “which I beseech ye, call a godly sin”--he
looked anxiously towards the hour of his departure from Portugal,
secretly hoping to endear himself by danger, or at least to rouse some
of those sensibilities which were as wholly concealed now by ceaseless
gaiety, as when no anxieties existed to call them forth.
Don Antonio was ever Gonsalva’s advocate; sometimes rallying, and
sometimes more seriously reproving his royal cousin for pampering a
sickly sensitiveness, which thus poisoned life’s chief blessing.
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