Don Sebastian : $b or, The house of the Braganza: An historical romance. vol. 2Porter, Anna Maria
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Don Sebastian : $b or, The house of the Braganza: An historical romance. vol. 2
Porter, Anna Maria
Sebastião, King of Portugal, 1554-1578 -- Fiction
O God of mercy! from thy records raze
This guilty frenzy!--let some pitying rays
Beam on my madden’d brain, and teach my soul
To bow submissive to thy wise control!
Teach me to know, that when I loved too well,
I gave a mortal in thy place to dwell!
O teach me then to own thy just decree,
And bless the thorny path that leads to thee!
Pity, heightened to the poignancy of agony by fatal sympathy with the
situation here described, seized Sebastian; he put down the tablet in
extreme agitation, for love began now to struggle with indignation, and
the tenderness of the unhappy unknown became infectious: a confusion of
fond, delightful recollections, at once entered his soul; some rare
moments of transcendent happiness again re-appeared,--moments in which
the beauty, the accomplishments, the well-acted love and purity of
Gonsalva had exalted him to beatitude. O! how was it possible that this
transport had been deceptive, that this perfection of woman’s charms
was even then immersed in the low gratifications of illicit passion, in
the horrible practice of systematic deceit?
After this hateful idea rapidly followed a recapitulation of her various
arts while urging on a secret marriage, which was too surely destined to
cover the proof of her shameful conduct, as by no difficult manœuvre her
child might have been passed upon him and on his people for the
legitimate heir to the crown of Portugal. Fury flashed from Sebastian’s
eyes at this thought; tenderness fled; and the frenzy of a heart
outraged and betrayed in every point, suddenly succeeded. “No,
perfidious monster!” he exclaimed aloud, “thy crimes murder
regret.--Thou hast not been commonly frail, nor deserted me for another
honorable lover; then I might have lamented thee, pity might have united
with love in regretting that thou wast not perfect, and I might have
still doated on the past, like this fond wretch: but thou hast fallen
into such an abyss of guilt, that even memory sees thee only as thou
art now.”
He closed his eyes as if to shut out her image, and turning to another
part of the cavern, threw himself down once more in the hope of
obtaining repose.
It was long ere his tumultuous feelings and throbbing brain were stilled
by sleep: piercing thoughts, like flashes of lightning quivering by fits
through the blackness of some starless night, frequently shot across the
gloom that gradually succeeded to frenzy: but at length the dumb
caresses of Barémel softened every emotion, and he sunk to rest amid the
calm of rising resignation.
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