Detective and mystery stories; Drug traffic -- Fiction
Her voice failed her completely, and her sensitive lips began to
tremble. Monte Irvin drew her arm under his own and led her back to
meet the car, which the chauffeur had turned and which was now
approaching.
“I will drive you home,” he said, “and if I may call in the morning. I
should like to do so.”
Rita nodded. She could not trust herself to speak again. And having
placed her in the car, Monte Irvin sat beside her, reclaiming her hand
and grasping it reassuringly and sympathetically throughout the short
drive. They parted at her door.
“Good night,” said Irvin, speaking very deliberately because of an
almost uncontrollable desire which possessed him to take Rita in his
arms, to hold her fast, to protect her from her own pathetic self and
from those influences, dimly perceived about her, but which intuitively
he knew to be evil.
“If I call at eleven will that be too early?”
“No,” she whispered. “Please come early. There is a matinee tomorrow.”
“You mean today,” he corrected. “Poor little girl, how tired you will
be. Good night.”
“Good night,” she said, almost inaudibly.
She entered, and, having closed the door, stood leaning against it for
several minutes. Bleakness and nausea threatened to overcome her anew,
and she felt that if she essayed another step she must collapse upon
the floor. Her maid was in bed, and had not been awakened by Rita’s
entrance. After a time she managed to grope her way to her bedroom,
where, turning up the light, she sank down helplessly upon the bed.
Her mental state was peculiar, and her thoughts revolved about the
journey from Oxford Street homeward. A thousand times she mentally
repeated the journey, speaking the same words over and over again, and
hearing Monte Irvin’s replies.
In those few minutes during which they had been together her sentiments
in regard to him had undergone a change. She had always respected
Irvin, but this respect had been curiously compounded of the personal
and the mercenary; his well-ordered establishment at Prince’s Gate had
loomed behind the figure of the man forming a pleasing background to
the portrait. Without being showy he was a splendid “match” for any
woman. His wife would have access to good society, and would enjoy
every luxury that wealth could procure. This was the picture lovingly
painted and constantly retouched by Rita’s mother.
Now it had vanished. The background was gone, and only the man
remained; the strong, reserved man whose deep voice had spoken so
gently, whose devotion was so true and unselfish that he only sought to
shield and protect her from follies the nature of which he did not even
seek to learn. She was stripped of her vanity, and felt loathsome and
unworthy of such a love.
“Oh,” she moaned, rocking to and fro. “I hate myself—I hate myself!”
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