She never delayed to look round and think of the happy hours spent in
those pretty rooms. She never thought of the young lover who had given
up all the world for her. All she remembered was the wrathful husband
who never wished to see her more--who, in presence of another, had
bitterly regretted having made her his wife. She could not weep--the
burning brain and jealous, angry heart would have been better for that,
but the dark eyes were bright and full of strange, angry light. The
little ones, looking upon her, wept for fear. With eager, passionate
love she caught them in her arms, crying the while that they should
never remain to be despised as she was.
In the white-faced, angry woman, roused to the highest pitch of
passion, there was no trace of pretty, blushing Dora. Rapidly were the
boxes packed, corded, and addressed. Once during that brief time Maria
asked, "Where are you going, signora?" And the hard voice answered,
"To my father's--my own home in England."
When everything was ready, the wondering children dressed, and the
little maid waiting, Dora sat down at her husband's desk and wrote the
following lines. No tears fell upon them; her hand did not tremble,
the words were clear and firmly written:
"I have not waited for you to send me away. Your eyes shall not be
pained again by resting on the face where you read dishonor. I saw
months ago that you were tired of me. I am going to my father's house,
and my children I shall take with me--you care no more for them than
for me. They are mine--not yours. I leave you with all you love in
the world. I take all I love with me. If you prayed for long years, I
would never return to you nor speak to you again."
She folded the note and addressed it to her husband. She left no kiss
warm from her lips upon it. As she passed forever from the little
villa, she never turned for one last look at its vine-clad walls.
The gaunt, silent Italian servant who had lived with Dora since the
first day she reached Florence came to her in wonder and alarm, barely
recognizing her pretty, gentle mistress in the pale, determined woman
who looked like one brought to bay. To her Dora spoke of the letter;
it was to be given to her husband as soon as he returned. Not one word
did she utter in reply to the woman's question. She hurried with the
keen desperation of despair, lest Ronald should return and find her
still there.
Soon after noon, and while Ronald lingered with some friends upon the
steps of the Hotel d'Italia, his wife reached the busy railway station
at Florence. She had money enough to take her home, but none to spare.
She knew no rest; every moment seemed like an age to her, until the
train was in motion, and fair, sunny Florence left far behind.
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