He was only twenty-three--the age at which life opens to most men; yet
he was worn, tired, weary of everything--the energies that once seemed
boundless, the ambition once so fierce and proud, all gone. His whole
nature recoiled from the shock. Had Dora, in the fury of her jealousy
and rage, tried to kill him, he would have thought that but a small
offense compared with the breach of honor in crouching behind the trees
to listen. He thought of the quiet, grand beauty of Valentine's face
while Dora was convulsed with passion. He remembered the utter wonder
in Valentine's eyes when Dora's flamed upon them. He remembered the
sickening sense of shame that had cowed him as he listened to her
angry, abusive words. And this untrained, ignorant, ill-bred woman was
his wife! For her he had given up home, parents, position, wealth--all
he had in life worth caring for. For her, and through her, he stood
there alone in the world.
Those thoughts first maddened him, then drove him to despair. What had
life left for him? He could not return to England; his father's doors
were closed against him. There was no path open to him; without his
father's help he could not get into Parliament. He could not work as
an artist at home. He could not remain in Florence; never again, he
said to himself, would he see Valentine Charteris--Valentine, who had
been the witness of his humiliation and disgrace. Sooner anything than
that. He would leave the villa and go somewhere--he cared little
where. No quiet, no rest came to him. Had his misfortunes been
accidental--had they been any other than they were, the result of his
boyish folly and disobedience, he would have found them easier to bear;
as it was, the recollection that it was all his own fault drove him mad.
Before morning he had written a farewell note to Lady Charteris, saying
that he was leaving Florence at once, and would not be able to see her
again. He wrote to Valentine, but the few stiff words expressed little
of what he felt. He prayed her to forget the miserable scene that
would haunt him to his dying day; to pardon the insults that had driven
him nearly mad; to pardon the mad jealousy, the dishonor of Dora; to
forget him and all belonging to him. When Miss Charteris read the
letter she knew that all effort to restore peace would for a time be in
vain. She heard the day following that the clever young artist, Mr.
Earle, had left.
Countess Rosali loudly lamented Ronald's departure. It was so strange,
she said; the dark-eyed little wife and her children had gone home to
England, and the husband, after selling off his home, had gone with Mr.
Charles Standon into the interior of Africa. What was he going to do
there?
She lamented him for two days without ceasing, until Valentine was
tired of her many conjectures. He was missed in the brilliant salons
of Florence, but by none so much as by Valentine Charteris.
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