"Do?" he snorted. "What do I _do_? What do _I_ do? Do you mean
to---- I'll tell what I do! I get together options for you and send
you cipher telegrams about 'em, and don't get any answers! I attend
stock-holders' meetings and get whipsawed by minorities because you are
dead to the world off there in New York, or the Lord knows where, and
don't furnish me with proxies! I stay here and try to protect your
interests when you desert 'em, and you send some white-headed old
reprobate of a Pinkerton man to shadow me for a week and try to pry
into my work! And when you get home you never show up at the
counting-room, though you know what a pickle things are in; and when I
meet you on the street, I get cut dead: that's what I do! And I stand
it, do I? Ha, ha, ha! Not if J. B. Stevens knows himself, I don't!
Good night, Mr. Brassfield. Come round in the morning, and I'll _show_
you what I do!"
After the speaker had rushed away, which he incontinently did following
this outburst, Amidon's mind reverted to Elizabeth; and not until he
had reached his room did his thoughts return to his encounter in the
street; and then it was only to wonder if this man Stevens was really
of any importance, and if a breach with him was a matter of any
consequence.
His mind soon drifted off from this, however, and he got out of bed to
turn on the lights and read the above-mentioned letter. And as he read
it, he grew ashamed. That embrace, those kisses, now seemed an outrage
to him. Was this his return for the sweet confidences, the revelations
of hidden things, with which she had honored him? "You must forget
this," she had written, "only at such times of tenderness as you will
sometimes have when you are gone," and: "When you see me again, . . .
without a word or look from me, know me, even more than you now do,
yours." And after this, he had permitted her allurement to fly to his
brain, and had given her reason to think that because she had lowered
her guard, he had struck her a dastard's blow. His eyes grew soft with
pity, and they moistened, as he repeated to himself, "Poor little girl!
poor little girl!"
Oh, yes! doubtless it was silly of him; but please to remember that he
was quite as far from being blase as--as we used to be; and that he was
just now becoming really in love with Elizabeth. And love is much
nearer kin to pity than pity is to love. So he lay there and pitied
Elizabeth, and wondered when the wedding was to be. He must have Clara
find this out from Brassfield. And he thought regretfully of Madame le
Claire. His reflections thus touched on the two most unhappy women in
Bellevale.
To the hypnotist he had become so much more than a "case," merely, that
a revulsion of feeling was setting in against bringing him here to be
turned over to a woman for whom he cared nothing. It was a shame, she
thought. It was something which no one had a right to expect of any
girl.
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