There were sleepless hours that night, and Cyrus did some unusual
thinking on important subjects. For, as it happened, he had recently
read portions of the Old Testament, quite by accident, and was much
impressed, temporarily, by certain statements of the Hebrew fathers. He
inferred from that book that the Ruler of the Universe was watchful and
vindictive, and dependent upon constant praise; that for any dodging of
this praise and worship hell fire and eternal damnation were ordinary
penalties; that the sins of the fathers were visited upon the children,
forever and ever--which seemed unfair. The impression of all this upon
his youthful mind was that any person who really believed these things
must be either impossibly good or scared to death. While in good health
those awful utterances did not worry him. Now, however, in the silent
hours of the night, weakened by the devastation in his interior, he
became less callous to such warnings. Those Hebrew fathers, backed by
the vindictive Almighty, might get him before daylight and consign him,
forever, to the fires of hell.
But at last he slept. And when he awoke the sun was shining in his
chamber--and he was still alive! However, when Joanna came up with his
toast and tea, and sat at his bedside, he was still haunted by the
awful prophecies of the Hebrew fathers and by the suspicion that the
Avenging Deity might still have an eye on him.
Joanna was a well-built woman of forty, with good features and an
honest face. For nearly twenty years she had lived in the Alton family
as housekeeper, nurse, companion, cook, friend and servant: and,
incidentally, as mother to Cyrus. While Joanna's education had been
scanty, her common sense was abundant. Her attendance at church was
regular, and Cyrus felt, naturally, that her views on Paradise and
Purgatory could be relied on. So he asked if religious people were more
likely to get to heaven than other folks.
"Of course," said Joanna.
"Which kind are the surest?"
"The Good People."
"I mean, which kind of religion is the--is the safest?"
"Each one thinks his own is."
"Which do you think, Joanna?"
"Congregationalist."
"Is that yours?"
"Yes."
"Do they have a better chance than Baptists or Methodists or
Unitarians?"
"I guess they do."
"But the Unitarians have the biggest church."
"Yes--in this village."
"What do they believe,--the Unitarians?"
Joanna closed her eyes. "Oh, I can't tell you exactly. They believe
something about God being the only thing to worship--the most important
of all."
"Well,--isn't He?"
"Why--er--yes."
"What's bigger?"
Joanna frowned. "Bigger than what?"
"Bigger than God?"
"Why, nothing, I suppose."
"Then it seems to me He is the One to be friends with." And Cyrus
leaned back on the pillow, and turned his face toward the light. Joanna
stroked his head.
"But don't you worry, little boy. You are not goin' to die just because
you are sick."
"Are you sure?"
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