The next morning I got up with a sense of relief at knowing that father
would be away for at least a couple of days. It was a sadly wrong
feeling; but then I held mother's picture, and father had not understood
mother, and mother had died. Killed!--that was what Hannah had said--
killed because she had not had enough sunshine.
"It was such a pity you didn't wait for me! I'd have made things
sunshiny for you," I thought.
I ran downstairs. The boys had had their breakfast and had already gone
to school; but there was a little pot of coffee inside the fender, some
bread-and-butter on the table, and a jug of cold milk and some sugar.
It was one of Hannah's unpleasant ways that she never would make the
milk hot for the children's coffee. She said cold milk was good enough
for them.
But there was something else also on the table. There was a letter--a
letter addressed to me. Now, when you hardly ever get letters, you are
interested. I had been terribly excited about Miss Donnithorne's
letter; and now here was another, but it was not written by Miss
Donnithorne; it was in father's handwriting. What could father have to
say to me? He had never written to me before in the whole course of my
life. I took the letter in my hand.
"I wonder if he is coming back to-day," I thought.
I felt rather sad at this thought, for there was quite a lot of money
left and we could have another good supper to-night.
Then I opened the letter and read its contents. They were quite brief.
These were the words I read:
"My dear Rachel,--I have just done what I trust will contribute much to
your happiness. I have been united in marriage with Grace Donnithorne.
I will bring your new mother back on Sunday evening. Try and have the
house as nice as possible. My dear child, I know well what a great
happiness lies before you in the tender care and affection of this
admirable woman.--Your affectionate Father."
I read the letter twice, but I could not comprehend it. I read it in a
misty sort of way, and then I put it on the table and went to the window
and gazed out into the street. There was no fog this morning; there was
even a little attempt at watery sunshine. I remembered that if I was
not quick I should be late for school; and then it did not seem to
matter whether I went to school or not. I took up the letter again.
What was the matter with my eyes? I rubbed them. Was I going blind?
No, no--of course not. I could see perfectly. I read the words, "I
have been united in marriage with Grace Donnithorne."
United in marriage! That meant that father had married Grace
Donnithorne, the lady I had stayed with on Saturday and Sunday and
Monday and part of Tuesday. She was--oh no, what nonsense!--she was
nothing of the sort; I would not even allow my lips to frame the words.
I tore the letter up into little fragments and thrust the fragments into
the fire. I kept saying to myself, "Nonsense! it isn't true! Father
was in one of his dreams!"
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