Country life -- Fiction; Domestic fiction; Marriage -- Fiction
It was youth daring Fate, without show or bravado or fear; rolling the
honey under his tongue and drawing in its sweetness; youth, that lives
for the moment, that can be blind to the threatening future, that can
forget the mean past; youth slipping along with some chewing-gum between
his teeth and a warm sensation in his stew-crammed stomach, whistling,
dreaming, happy; youth, that can, without premeditation, remain away
from home and leave udders untapped and pigs unfed; sublime enigma;
angering bit of irresponsibility to the Martins of a fiercely practical
world. Bill was that rare kind of boy who could pull away from the
traces just when he seemed most thoroughly broken to the harness.
It was ten o'clock before he got his pony out of the livery barn and
started for home. Even on the way, he refused to imagine what would
happen. He entered the house quietly, as though to tell his father that
it was his next move, and setting his bundle of books on a chair, he
glanced at his mother. She was at the stove, where an armful of kindling
had been set off to take the chill out of the house. She looked at him
mysteriously, as though he were a ghost of some lost one who had strayed
in from a graveyard, but she said nothing. Bill did not even nod to her.
He fumbled with his books, as though to keep them from slipping to the
floor when, quite obviously, they were not even inclined to leave the
chair. Rose let her eyes fall and then slide, under half-closed lids,
until they had Martin in her view. She looked at him appealingly, but
he was staring at a paper which he was not reading. He had been in this
chair for two hours, without a word, pretending to be studying printed
words which his mind refused to register. Martin had done Bill's share
of the chores, with unbelief in his heart. He had never imagined such a
thing. Who would have thought it could happen--a son of his!
His wife broke the silence with:
“What happened, Billy? Were you sick?”
“No, mother, I wasn't sick.”
Martin was still looking at his paper, which his fists gripped tightly.
“Then you just couldn't get home sooner, could you? Something you
couldn't help kept you away, didn't it?”
Bill shook his head slowly. “No,” he answered easily. “I could have come
home much sooner.”
“Billy, dear, what DID happen?” She was beginning to feel panicky; he
was courting distress.
“Nothing, mother. I just felt like staying in the reading-room and
reading--”
“Oh, you HAD to do some lessons, didn't you! Miss Roberts should have
known better--”
“I didn't have to stay in--I wanted to.”
Martin still kept silent, his eyes looking over the newspaper wide open,
staring, the muscles of his jaw relaxed. The boy was quick to sense that
he was winning--the simple, non-resistance of the lamb was confounding
his father.
“I wanted to stay. I read a book, and then I took a walk, and then I
dropped in at the restaurant for a bite, and then I walked around some
more, and then I went to a movie.”
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