Edna Browning; $b or, the Leighton homestead. A novelHolmes, Mary Jane
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Edna Browning; $b or, the Leighton homestead. A novel
Holmes, Mary Jane
American fiction -- 19th century
One of the women of the house heard her, and catching the last words
went in to comfort her. Her story was generally known by this time, and
great was the sympathy expressed for her and the curiosity to see her,
and there was a world of pity for her in the heart of the woman, who,
feeling that she must say something, began in that hackneyed kind of way
some people have of talking to one in sorrow:
“Don’t give way so, poor little dear. Your husband is _not_ lost; he has
only gone a little while before. You will meet him again some time. He
is not lost forever.”
Edna fairly writhed in anguish, and could have screamed outright in her
agony.
“Don’t, don’t,” she cried, lifting up both her hands. “Please go away.
Don’t talk. I can’t bear it. Oh I wish I had never been born.”
“She was getting out of her head,” the woman thought, and she went after
Jack Heyford, who seemed to be more to her than any one else.
But Edna was not crazy, and when Jack came to her, there were no tears
in her eyes, no traces of violent emotion on her face,—nothing but a
rigid, stony expression on the one, and a hopeless, despairing look in
the other.
She did not tell him what she had heard, for if it were true she did not
wish him to know how she had been deceived. Of her own future she did
not think or care. Charlie had not been true and honest with her.
Charlie had died with his falsehoods unforgiven; that was the burden of
her grief, and if prayers of the living can avail to save the dead, then
surely there was hope for Charlie in the ceaseless, agonized prayers
which went up from Edna’s breaking heart all that long, terrible day,
when Georgie thought her asleep, so perfectly still she lay with her
hands folded upon her breast and her eyelids closed tightly over her
eyes. She knew they had telegraphed to Charlie’s friends, and she heard
Miss Burton telling some one that an answer had been received, and
_Russell_ was then on his way to Iona. Who Russell was she did not know;
and at first she felt relieved that it was not Roy coming there to look
at her as coldly and curiously as Miss Burton did. Then her feelings
underwent a change, and she found herself longing to see some one who
had been near and dear to Charlie, and she wondered if a message would
not be sent to her by Russell,—something which would look as if she was
expected to go back to Leighton, at least, for the funeral. She wanted
to see Charlie’s old home; to hear his mother’s voice; to crouch at her
feet and ask forgiveness for having been instrumental in Charlie’s
death; to get the kind look or word from Roy, and that would satisfy
her. She would then be content to go away forever from the beautiful
place, of which she had expected to be mistress.
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