Effie Ogilvie: the story of a young life; vol. 2Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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Effie Ogilvie: the story of a young life; vol. 2
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
Scotland -- Fiction
“What have you been saying to Ronald?” said Mrs. Ogilvie, “to make him
look so grave? I saw him turn the corner, and I thought he had seen a
ghost, poor lad; but afterwards it proved to be only you. You should not
be so severe: for he has liked you long, though you knew nothing about
it; and it must have been very hard upon him, poor fellow, to find that
he had come home just too late, and that you had been snapped up, as a
person may say, under his very nose.”
This was so strange an address that it took away Effie’s breath. She
gave her stepmother a look half stupified, half horrified. “I don’t know
what you mean,” she said.
“Well, Effie, my dear, you must just learn; and I don’t think you will
find it very difficult, if you will give your attention to it. I have
been wanting to speak to you for two or three days, and your father too.
You must not trouble about Fred Dirom any more. I have never been quite
satisfied in my own mind that your heart was in it, if he had not been
so pressing and pushing, and, as we all thought, such a good match. But
you see it turns out that’s not the case, Effie. I got a letter
yesterday from my cousin John; and it’s all true about Dirom’s firm.
They are just going down hill as fast as can be, and probably by this
time they’ve failed. Though you don’t know about business, you know what
that means. It is just the end of all things; and to hold the young man
to his promise in such circumstances would be out of the question. We
are quite agreed upon that, both your father and me. So, my dear Effie,
you are free. It mightn’t have become you to take steps; so your father
and me--we have acted for you; and now you are free.”
Effie stopped short in the road, and stared at the speaker aghast. If
her heart gave a little leap to hear that word, it was merely an
instinctive movement, and meant nothing. Her mind was full of
consternation. She was confounded by the suddenness, by the strangeness
of the communication.
Free! What did it mean, and why was it? Free! She repeated the word to
herself after a while, still looking at her stepmother. It was but a
single little word. It meant--what? The world seemed to go round and
round with Effie, the dim November skies, the gray of the wintry
afternoon, the red shaft of the setting sun beyond--all whirled about
her. “Free!” She repeated it as an infant repeats a foreign word without
knowing what it means.
“Now, Effie,” said Mrs. Ogilvie, “don’t let us have any pretences: that
is all I ask of you. Just face the thing honestly, and don’t let us have
any make-believe. If you tell me that you are deep in love with Fred
Dirom and can’t give him up, I will just not believe you. All I will
think is that you are a little cutty, and have no heart at all. I was
very glad you should make such a good match; but I could see all along
your heart was not in it. And whatever he might say, I made no doubt but
you would be thankful. So let us have none of your little deceptions
here.”
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