England, My EnglandLawrence, D. H. (David Herbert)
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England, My England
Lawrence, D. H. (David Herbert)
England -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction; Short stories, English
“’E’s got th’ monkey on ’is back ower this letter job,” said the father
secretly to me. “Mother, ’er knows nowt about it. Lot o’ tom-foolery,
isn’t it? Ay! What’s good o’ makkin’ a peck o’ trouble over what’s far
enough off, an’ ned niver come no nigher. No—not a smite o’ use. That’s
what I tell ’er. ’Er should ta’e no notice on’t. Ty, what can y’
expect.”
The mother came in again, and the talk became general. Maggie flashed
her eyes at me from time to time, complacent and satisfied, moving
among the men. I paid her little compliments, which she did not seem to
hear. She attended to me with a kind of sinister, witch-like
graciousness, her dark head ducked between her shoulders, at once
humble and powerful. She was happy as a child attending to her
father-in-law and to me. But there was something ominous between her
eyebrows, as if a dark moth were settled there—and something ominous in
her bent, hulking bearing.
She sat on a low stool by the fire, near her father-in-law. Her head
was dropped, she seemed in a state of abstraction. From time to time
she would suddenly recover, and look up at us, laughing and chatting.
Then she would forget again. Yet in her hulked black forgetting she
seemed very near to us.
The door having been opened, the peacock came slowly in, prancing
calmly. He went near to her and crouched down, coiling his blue neck.
She glanced at him, but almost as if she did not observe him. The bird
sat silent, seeming to sleep, and the woman also sat hulked and silent,
seemingly oblivious. Then once more there was a heavy step, and Alfred
entered. He looked at his wife, and he looked at the peacock crouching
by her. He stood large in the doorway, his hands stuck in front of him,
in his breeches pockets. Nobody spoke. He turned on his heel and went
out again.
I rose also to go. Maggie started as if coming to herself.
“Must you go?” she asked, rising and coming near to me, standing in
front of me, twisting her head sideways and looking up at me. “Can’t
you stop a bit longer? We can all be cosy today, there’s nothing to do
outdoors.” And she laughed, showing her teeth oddly. She had a long
chin.
I said I must go. The peacock uncoiled and coiled again his long blue
neck, as he lay on the hearth. Maggie still stood close in front of me,
so that I was acutely aware of my waistcoat buttons.
“Oh, well,” she said, “you’ll come again, won’t you? Do come again.”
I promised.
“Come to tea one day—yes, do!”
I promised—one day.
The moment I went out of her presence I ceased utterly to exist for
her—as utterly as I ceased to exist for Joey. With her curious
abstractedness she forgot me again immediately. I knew it as I left
her. Yet she seemed almost in physical contact with me while I was with
her.
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