Strange as it might appear to him, that was precisely the truth. She
scarcely remembered what she had said in her excitement and
disappointment, although she had little doubt it was something far too
much to the point. His wrath was in some degree a relief to
Carrissima, although she could not imagine what plausible excuse he
could intend to offer. Because, after all, she could not disbelieve
the evidence of her own senses.
"Mark," she said, "I don't think you are treating me in the least
fairly."
"How is that?" he demanded.
"Oh well, you come here and take the offensive----"
"Then you believe I have nothing to do but defend myself?" said Mark.
"I can only suppose," she retorted, "that you fancy the best method is
to try to carry the war into the enemy's country."
"My enemy--you! Good Lord!" exclaimed Mark.
"Of course," she continued, "there doesn't exist the slightest reason
why you should take the trouble to excuse yourself to me. You have
done me no wrong."
"By Jove! you have done me a cruel one," he said, with evident emotion.
"I am sorry I said a word to Sybil," answered Carrissima. "But she
happened to be here when I got home from Golfney Place that afternoon.
You know what I saw there----"
"I wish to goodness you hadn't gone near the house!" said Mark.
"No doubt you do!" she retorted. "It was no business of mine, only it
seemed so utterly inconsistent with that you distinctly told me!"
"I told you precisely the truth," he insisted.
"Oh, what nonsense!" said Carrissima.
"How could it be! You told me that Bridget was--was nothing to you."
"She was nothing. She is nothing."
"If that is really the case," said Carrissima, "why, then your conduct
appears inexplicable."
"Why didn't you tackle me?" he demanded. "Surely you have known me
long enough!"
Carrissima realized that the circumstances were against her. She had,
before to-day, come to the conclusion that those first excited
suspicions were entirely unjustifiable; although Mark had no doubt
deceived her, he could not be so bad as she had imagined at the time.
She perceived that she might find one excuse which yet she durst not
mention. If she could admit plainly that the sight of Bridget in his
arms made her madly jealous and for the moment unaccountable for her
words, then, perhaps, Mark might be mollified. At least this defence
would be true. It seemed incongruous that she instead of him should be
considered the offender; but above everything Carrissima must keep back
the only explanation which was likely to sound plausible.
"It was nothing to me," she said.
"Anyhow, it was a great deal to me," replied Mark. "Of course I played
the fool that afternoon. I don't want to make excuses. I admit there
are none. But you ought to understand that Bridget was an innocent
victim. No one was to blame but myself, and I not very severely. Yet
because of one act of momentary folly you could tell Sybil that
monstrous story."
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