Dialogues; Essays; Italian literature -- Translations into English
_Spirit_. No one has any real acquaintance with it, because pleasure
is not a reality, but a conception. It is a desire, not a fact. A
sentiment, imagined not experienced; or, better, it is a conception,
and not a sentiment at all. Do you not perceive that even in the very
moment of enjoyment, however ardently it may have been longed for or
painfully acquired, your mind, not deriving complete satisfaction from
the happiness, anticipates at some future time a greater and more
complete enjoyment? It is expectation that constitutes pleasure. Thus,
you never weary of placing reliance on some pleasure of the future,
which melts away just when you expect to enjoy it. The truth is, you
possess nothing but the hope of a more complete enjoyment at some
other time; and the satisfaction of imagining that you have had some
enjoyment, and of talking about it to others, less because you are
vain than to persuade yourself that the illusion is a reality. Hence,
everyone that consents to live makes this fugitive dream his aim in
life. He believes in the reality of past and future enjoyment, both of
which beliefs are false and fanciful.
_Tasso_. Then is it impossible for a man to believe that he is actually
happy?
_Spirit_. If such a belief were possible, his happiness would be
genuine. But tell me: do you ever remember having been able at any
moment in your life to say sincerely, "I am happy"? Doubtless you have
daily been able to say, and have said in all sincerity, "I shall be
happy;" and often too, though less sincerely, "I have been happy."
Thus, pleasure is always either a thing of the past, or the future,
never the present.
_Tasso_. You may as well say it is non-existent.
_Spirit_. So it seems.
_Tasso_. Even in dreams?
_Spirit_. Even in dreams, considering pleasure in its true sense.
_Tasso_. And yet pleasure is the sole object and aim of life! By the
term pleasure I mean the happiness which ought to be a consequence of
pleasure.
_Spirit_. Assuredly.
_Tasso_. Then our life, being deprived of its real aim, must always be
imperfect, and existence itself unnatural.
_Spirit_. Perhaps.
_Tasso_. There is no perhaps in the matter. But why is it that we live?
I mean, why do we consent to live?
_Spirit_. How should I know? You yourselves ought to know better than I.
_Tasso_. I assure you I do not know.
_Spirit_. Ask some one wiser than yourself. Perhaps he may be able to
satisfy you.
_Tasso_. I will do so. But certainly, the life that I lead is an
unnatural state, because apart from my sufferings, ennui alone murders
me.
_Spirit_. What is ennui?
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