England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Governesses -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
Mother used to fret sometimes about it, and complain that Carrie sat up
too late burning the midnight oil in her little room; but I never could
find out what kept her up. I was much happier about Carrie now--she
seemed brighter and in better spirits. If she loathed her daily
drudgery, she said little about it, and complained less. All her
interests were reserved for Nightingale lane and Rowley street. The
hours spent in those unsavory neighborhoods were literally her times of
refreshment. Her poor people were very close to her heart, and often
she told us about them as we sat working together in the evening, until
mother grew quite interested, and used to ask after them by name, which
pleased Carrie, and made a bond of sympathy between them. At such times
I somehow felt a little sad, though I would not have owned it for
worlds, for it seemed to me as though my work were so trivial compared
to Carrie's--as though I were a poor little Martha, "careful and
troubled about many things" about, Deborah's crossness and Jack's
reckless ways, occupied with small minor duties--dressing Dot, and
tidying Jack's and Uncle Geoffrey's drawers; while Carrie was doing
angel's work; reclaiming drunken women, and teaching miserable degraded
children, and then coming home and playing sweet sacred fragments of
Handel to soothe mother's worn spirits, or singing her the hymns she
loved. Alas! I could not sing except in church, and my playing was a
poor affair compared to Carrie's.
I felt it most on Sundays, when Carrie used to go off to the Sunday
school morning and afternoon, and left me to the somewhat monotonous
task of hearing Jack her catechism and giving Dot his Scripture lesson.
Sunday was always a trial to Dot. He was not strong enough to go to
church--the service would have wearied him too much--his few lessons
were soon done, and then time used to hang heavily on his hands.
At last the grand idea came to me to set him to copy Scripture maps,
and draw small illustrations of any Biblical scene that occurred in the
lesson of the day. I have a book full of his childish fancies now, all
elaborately colored on week-days--"Joseph and his Brethren" in gaudy
turbans, and wonderfully inexpressive countenances, reminding me of
Flurry's dolls; the queen of Sheba, coming before Solomon, in a
marvelous green tiara and yellow garments; a headless Goliath,
expressed with a painful degree of detail, more fit for the Wirtz
Gallery than a child's scrap-book.
Dot used frequently to write letters to Allan, to which I often added
copious postscripts. I never could coax Dot to write to Fred, though
Fred sent him plenty of kind messages, and many a choice little parcel
of scraps and odds and ends, such as Dot liked.
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