Domestic fiction; New England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction
"I am well--for me. You must see that yourself, dear. I don't expect
ever to be very strong. I don't think I was ever one of the strong
women; and the strain of nursing and anxiety told more on me than it
would on some women. But if I take care of myself now, I shall have
strength to do a great deal; and now that Mrs Stone is here, to take
the housekeeping when you are away, I shall have leisure for reading and
other pleasant things. And I have my Sunday-school class, and I can
visit my friends, and, though I can never do much at nursing again, I
can go to see sick and sorrowful people, and help and comfort them a
little perhaps. And I can always speak a word for my Lord and Master.
My darling, I can see such a happy, restful life before me!"
"Oh, my Eunice--my Eunice!" Fidelia's face was hidden again. "A happy
life before her!" repeated she; and the thought of her own impatience
and discontent, her envyings and her small ambitions, made her ashamed.
"Oh, I am not a good girl! I am all wrong, all wrong!"
All thoughts of her "bad dream" had passed out of her mind till Eunice
spoke again.
"Have I nothing else to tell? Nothing, I think, which you have not
guessed already. And it may not come so soon as they think. But I
think it need not trouble you. The thought of it does not trouble me
any more except for your sake. And even to you the sorrow will only be
for a little while, and the gladness will come after."
Fidelia raised her head, and looked with beseeching eyes into the face
of her sister.
"Eunice, tell me!"
Eunice stooped and kissed her with a smile on her lips, though they
trembled a little.
"Dear, do you remember our father, and how he died? Well, it may be
that the end will come to me as it came to him. That is what Dr
Everett thinks, and Dr Justin. They cannot tell me when. I may live
for years--but, there, I may not. Is it cruel to tell you? But
afterwards you would grieve not to have known. And you are a woman now,
my darling, and you know that our life is not given just to take our
pleasure in, but that the world is meant to be a place of discipline and
of work for our fellow-creatures and for the Lord."
Eunice paused a moment.
"I hoped to work too, and at first I murmured, but I am quite content
now, as you will be by-and-by. And you will never forget me, in the
happy life which I hope--which I believe lies before you."
Fidelia put up her hands with a cry. "Hush!" she cried. "I cannot bear
it; I cannot believe it. Oh, Eunice, how can you say it, smiling like
that, when you know that I have no one in the world but you?"
"Does it seem so to you, dear? You have no other sister; but so many
love you--and--you have our Lord and Saviour, whom you love, and whom
you seek to serve; and you will not forget me. I shall be something in
your life always, and to your children; and, dear, we will not speak any
more--I am very tired."
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