Falkland, CompleteLytton, Edward Bulwer Lytton, Baron
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Falkland, Complete
Lytton, Edward Bulwer Lytton, Baron
Fiction
Night came on again, with her pomp of light and shade--the night that
for Falkland had no morrow. One solitary lamp burned in the chamber
where he lay alone with God and his own heart. He had desired his couch
to be placed by the window and requested his attendants to withdraw. The
gentle and balmy air stole over him, as free and bland as if it were to
breathe for him for ever; and the silver moonlight came gleaming through
the lattice and played upon his wan brow, like the tenderness of a bride
that sought to kiss him to repose. “In a few hours,” thought he, as he
lay gazing on the high stars which seemed such silent witnesses of an
eternal and unfathomed mystery, “in a few hours either this feverish and
wayward spirit will be at rest for ever, or it will have commenced a new
career in an untried and unimaginable existence! In a very few hours
I may be amongst the very heavens that I survey--a part of their
own glory--a new link in a new order of beings--breathing amidst the
elements of a more gorgeous world--arrayed myself in the attributes of a
purer and diviner nature--a wanderer among the planets--an associate
of angels--the beholder of the arcana of the great God-redeemed,
regenerate, immortal, or--dust!
“There is no OEdipus to solve the enigma of life. We are--whence came
we? We are not--whither do we go? All things in our existence have
their object: existence has none. We live, move, beget our species,
perish--and for what? We ask the past its moral; we question the gone
years of the reason of our being, and from the clouds of a thousand
ages there goes forth no answer. Is it merely to pant beneath this weary
load; to sicken of the sun; to grow old; to drop like leaves into the
grave; and to bequeath to our heirs the worn garments of toil and labour
that we leave behind? Is it to sail for ever on the same sea, ploughing
the ocean of time with new furrows, and feeding its billows with new
wrecks, or--” and his thoughts paused blinded and bewildered.
No man, in whom the mind has not been broken by the decay of the body,
has approached death in full consciousness as Falkland did that moment,
and not thought intensely on the change he was about to undergo; and yet
what new discoveries upon that subject has any one bequeathed us? There
the wildest imaginations are driven from originality into triteness:
there all minds, the frivolous and the strong, the busy and the idle,
are compelled into the same path and limit of reflection. Upon that
unknown and voiceless gulf of inquiry broods an eternal and impenetrable
gloom; no wind breathes over it--no wave agitates its stillness:
over the dead and solemn calm there is no change propitious to
adventure--there goes forth no vessel of research, which is not driven,
baffled and broken, again upon the shore.
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