Adoptees -- Fiction; Fathers and daughters -- Fiction
Elizabeth was no dreamer. Though brought up abstracted from common
worldly pursuits, there was something singularly practical about her.
She aimed at being useful in all her reveries. This desire was rendered
still more fervent by her affection for Falkner--by her fears on his
account--by her ardent wish to make life dear to him. All her
employments, all her pleasures, referred themselves, as it were, to this
primary motive, and were entirely ruled by it.
She portioned out the hours of each day, and adhered steadily to her
self-imposed rules. To the early morning's ride succeeded her various
studies, of which music, for which she developed a true ear and delicate
taste, formed one: one occupation relieved the other; from her dear
books she had recourse to her needle, and, bending over her embroidery
frame, she meditated on what she read; or, occupied by many conjectures
and many airy dreams concerning Falkner, she became absorbed in revery.
Sometimes, from the immediate object of these, her memory reverted to
the melancholy boy she had seen at Baden. His wild eyes--his haughty
glance--his lively solicitude about the animal he had hurt, and
uncomplaining fortitude with which he had endured bodily pain, were
often present to her. She wished that they had not quitted Baden so
suddenly: if they had remained but a few days longer, he might have
learned to love them; and even now he might be with Falkner, sharing his
dangers, it is true, but also each guarding the other from that rash
contempt of life in which they both indulged.
Her whole mind being filled by duties and affection, each day seemed
short, yet each was varied. At dawn she rose lightly from her bed, and
looked out over the blue sea and rocky shore; she prayed, as she gazed,
for the safety of her benefactor; and her thoughts, soaring to her
mother in heaven, asked her blessing to descend upon her child. Morning
was not so fresh as her, as she met its first sweet breath; and,
cantering along the beach, she thought of Falkner--his absence, his
toils and dangers--with resignation, mingled with a hope that warmed
into an ardent desire to see him again. Surely there is no object so
sweet as the young in solitude. In after years--when death has bereaved
us of the dearest--when cares, and regrets, and fears, and passions,
evil either in their nature or their results, have stained our lives
with black, solitude is too sadly peopled to be pleasing; and when we
see one of mature years alone, we believe that sadness must be the
companion. But the solitary thoughts of the young are glorious dreams--
"Their state,
Like to a lark at break of day arising
From sullen earth, sings hymns at heaven's gate."
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