Fan : The Story of a Young Girl's LifeHudson, W. H. (William Henry)
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Fan : The Story of a Young Girl's Life
Hudson, W. H. (William Henry)
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Her cold, somewhat ironical tone from the first had prepared him for
this result, and he returned almost too quickly, “Oh, I see, you are
offended with me for coming to you at this hour. I must suffer the
consequences of my mistake, and study to be more cautious and proper in
the future. I have always regarded you as an unconventional woman. That,
to my mind, is one of your greatest charms; and when I say that I say a
good deal. I never imagined that my coming to you like this would have
prejudiced you against me.”
She gave a little laugh, but there was an ominous cloud on her face
as she answered: “You imagined it was the right thing to do to come at
half-past one o'clock in the morning to offer me your hand! Your opinion
of my conduct is not a subject I am the least interested in; but whether
I am unconventional or not, I assure you, Mr. Chance, that I am not to
be pushed or driven one step further than I choose to go.”
“I should never dream of attempting such a thing, Miss Starbrow. But it
would be useless to say much more; whatever line I take to-night only
makes matters worse for me. But allow me to say one thing before bidding
you good-night. The annoyance you feel at the present moment will not
last. You have too much generosity, too much intellect, to allow it
to rest long in your bosom; and deeply as I feel this rebuff, I am not
going to be so weak as to let it darken and spoil my whole life. No, my
hope is too strong and too reasonable to be killed so easily. I shall
come to you again, and again, and again. For I know that with you for a
wife and companion my life would be a happy one; and not happy only,
for that is not everything. An ambitious man looks to other greater and
perhaps better things.”
The cloud was gone from her brows, and she sat regarding him as he spoke
with a slight smile on her lips and a curious critical expression in
her eyes. When he finished speaking she laughed and said, “But is _my_
happiness of such little account--do you not propose to make _me_ happy
also, Mr. Chance?”
“No,” he returned, his face clouding, and dropping his eyes before her
mocking gaze. “You shall not despise me. Single or married, you must
make your own happiness or misery. You know that; why do you wish to
make me repeat the wretched commonplaces that others use?”
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