He was no coward; he faced facts unflinchingly when alone. Only a fool
makes the same mistake twice in life, the wise man turns mistakes to his
own ends. He knew well enough where he had gone wrong.... Handicapped
at the outset, he had still won some prizes early in his career. The
first years of his social life were eminently successful; he played a
good hand at whist, and learned the knack of paying compliments
discreetly. He made himself indispensable to the type of person anxious
to give parties, but unluckily a trifle hazy as to how the actual
invitations should be worded. He dabbled tentatively in stocks and
shares, with singular good fortune, as it appeared to those who did not
know his methods, paying part of his way by taking boys abroad at the
request of their parents. After a time it became known amongst his
friends that "Brand was a good fellow, always ready with a pony when you
needed one!"—at sixty per cent. interest, and the amount doubled if the
day of reckoning brought no cheque. His influence grew; amongst those
who had not borrowed from him he began to be quoted as a man to apply to
when you were in difficulties of any doubtful nature, one who would help
you pleasantly to evade the consequences of almost any imaginable
action. Oh yes, Brand, too, had been a favourite in his day.
But night falls suddenly upon tropical days; it had so fallen upon
Brand’s.
He dated his ill-luck to the hour of meeting Cummings. Yet he had never
paid more attention to the development of any scheme. At the beginning
everything seemed to play into his hands. His idea, of course, was
ultimately to oust Cummings from his position as Calvert’s heir, and
afterwards very delicately to insinuate himself into the vacant place.
He manoeuvred Cummings through the open door of the Catholic Church with
quite consummate skill—no female convert could have thrown herself into
the task with greater ardour. From thence to the priesthood, after
Calvert’s indignant repudiation of Cummings and his creed, was an easy,
and obviously a final, step. But the sincerity of Cummings’ detachment
had lifted him to heights which Brand could never realize. Never for
one moment did he regret his vocation, his only sorrow being at his
relations’ pain and the withdrawal of his uncle’s trust. Actual
financial loss affected him not at all. The priest’s eyes now were as
clear and steady as when, a boy, he had stood upon the Glune road,
nervously trying to match his untried blade of argument against the
older man’s skilled weapons. His smile, when it came, illumined his
whole face. If it were possible—yet how could it be possible?—Brand
might have thought him happy in his life.
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