Mechanically, half as in a dream, the girl followed the windings of
the dance. The brightly lighted ballroom, the sparkling music, the gay
couples revolving round her--this all grew misty and unreal to her
dulled senses, receding, as it were, to an illimitable distance.
It seemed to Hedwig that a great gap separated her from these
surroundings, that she was alone with the man who held her in
his arms, alone beneath the spell of those eyes, from which she
strove to escape, but which held her ever inexorably fast. Suddenly,
in the midst of all these surging emotions, indefinite and most
unintelligible, a clear, strong ray of light streamed in upon her, a
prescience, as it were, of some hitherto unknown, but infinite,
amazing bliss.
The dance came to an end. It had hardly lasted ten minutes, and
yet had been too long for either of them. Once again their eyes
met--resting for a second or more, then Oswald bowed and stepped back.
'I thank you, Fräulein,' he murmured.
Hedwig replied not a syllable. She merely inclined her head in
acknowledgment. No time could she have found, indeed, to answer, for
Edmund was already at her side, triumphing in the thought that he had
successfully carried out his plan, and much disposed to venture some
bantering remarks in consequence. But for once his mirth-loving humour
had to be restrained; for at the conclusion of the dance the couples
dispersed, and many ladies and gentlemen drew near their host. The
Count and his betrothed were quickly surrounded; their attention was
claimed on all sides, and a lively chatter soon set in about them.
Edmund was in brilliant vein, and soon became the soul and centre of
the group. Hedwig smiled too, and made reply when appealed to, but her
replies were faint, her smiles strangely forced. The radiant gaiety
she had shown throughout the evening had suddenly faded away, died
out. But a little while ago she had entered with the heartiest spirit
into all the animation and the pleasure, luxuriating in it as in her
true element; had moved through the bright and merry throng,
brightest, merriest of all; but now it had all grown strange and
indifferent to her. The light jests and flattering speeches that
buzzed about her ears seemed to her quite meaningless and inane. A
veil had fallen upon her soul, as it were, obscuring all the
brightness and splendour of the scene. It was only by a great effort
that she forced herself to play her part in it.
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