First Love: A Novel. Vol. 1 of 3Loudon, Mrs. (Margracia)
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First Love: A Novel. Vol. 1 of 3
Loudon, Mrs. (Margracia)
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The cruel thoughts which so agonized the poor man's mind were these.
From Lady L.'s symptoms, he suspected that her death had been
occasioned by poison; every medicine she had taken had been mixed by
himself, and here was the distracting thought! Some ingredients in his
dispensary must then, he feared, have come to him wrong labelled; and,
in mixing these, he must have formed some combination, hitherto unknown
in chemistry, which had produced a deadly poison. To decide this point,
he made numerous experiments. When every mixture proved wholesome, or
at least innocent, and every label seemed rightly placed, he would say
to himself. "But, they are dead!" Then, after pausing, and wearying
his mind with vain conjectures, he would break forth again: "And the
symptoms of both were those of poison, which the babe, doubtless,
imbibed with its mother's milk. And I mixed every medicine myself; my
own servant took them over; they lay on the table in Lady L.'s own
bedroom, till I, with my own hands, administered them, taking care to
see that my own labels were upon them! Yet," he added, shuddering,
"the dregs in one of the bottles had neither exactly the colour, nor
exactly the taste, that I should have anticipated." And whenever this
conviction forced itself upon him, he turned cold, and the pulsations
of his heart ceased for some seconds.
We have seen the doctor completing the last of his experiments. He had
reflected for a short time, in dreadful agitation, whether he were not
in duty bound to declare his belief respecting the cause of Lady L.'s
death to the family. He had decided that the information could only add
to their affliction; while the confession, to himself, would be worse
than ten thousand deaths! It was at this conclusion he had arrived,
when we heard him exclaim, "Never! never! never!"
He destroyed the whole contents of his dispensary, never more
prescribed for any one, or mixed another medicine. All observed a
general decay, a total failure both of strength and faculties, in
their friend, the good doctor. He never smiled again, nor made another
pun; and in a few weeks he died, carrying with him to the grave, the
dreadful secret, or rather surmise, which was the occasion of his
death.
CHAPTER XIX.
"He spoke of thee, but not by name."
About six months after the death of Lady L., Mrs. Montgomery, in
looking over papers of all descriptions, which had accumulated on her
dressing-table, while she had been unable to attend to any thing, found
one, folded and wafered, which had the appearance of a petition. On
being opened, however, it proved to be a sort of letter, but vulgarly
written, badly spelt, and without signature. It was also without date
of time or place. It bore, notwithstanding, in its simplicity, strong
marks of truth.
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