Champney sat down on the thick rusty-red matting of pine needles and
turned to him, a question in his eyes. Father Honore smiled. "What is
it?" he said.
"May I ask if it was your own choice coming up here to us?"
"Yes, my deliberate choice. I had to work for it, though. The superior
of my order was against my coming. It took moral suasion to get the
appointment."
"I don't suppose they wanted to lose a valuable man from the city," said
Champney bluntly.
"The question of value is not, happily, a question of environment. I
simply felt I could do my best work here in the best way."
"And you didn't consider yourself at all?" Champney put the question,
which voiced his thought, squarely.
"Oh, I'm human," he answered smiling at the questioner; "don't make any
mistake on that point; and I don't suppose many of us can eliminate self
wholly in a matter of choice. I did want to work here because I believe
I can do the best work, but I also welcomed the opportunity to get away
from the city--it weighs on me, weighs on me," he added, but it sounded
as if he were merely thinking aloud.
Champney failed to comprehend him. Father Honore, raising his eyes,
caught the look on the young man's face and interpreted it. He said
quietly:
"But then you're twenty-one and I'm forty-five; that accounts for it."
For a moment, but a moment only, Champney was tempted to speak out to
this man, stranger as he was. Mr. Van Ostend evidently had confidence in
him; why shouldn't he? Perhaps he might help him to decide, and for the
best. But even as the thought flashed into consciousness, he was aware
of its futility. He was sure the man would repeat only what his mother
had said. He did not care to hear that twice. And what was this man to
him that he should ask his opinion, appeal to him for advice in
directing this step in his career? He changed the subject abruptly.
"I think you said you had met Mr. Van Ostend?"
"Yes, twice in connection with the orphan child, as I told you, and once
I dined with him. He has a charming family: his sister and his little
daughter. Have you met them?"
"Only once. He has just written me and asked me to join them on his
yacht for a trip to Europe." Champney felt he was coasting on the edge,
and enjoyed the sport.
"And of course you're going? I can't imagine a more delightful host."
Father Honore spoke with enthusiasm.
But Champney failed to respond in like manner. The priest took note of
it.
"I haven't made up my mind;" he spoke slowly; then, smiling merrily into
the other's face, "and I came up here to try to make it up."
"And I was here so you couldn't do it, of course!" Father Honore
exclaimed so ruefully that Champney's hearty laugh rang out. "No, no; I
didn't mean for you to take it in that way. I'm glad I found you here--I
liked what you said about the 'value'."
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Elsewhere in the archive
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account