Floating Fancies among the Weird and the OccultHolmes, Clara H.
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Floating Fancies among the Weird and the Occult
Holmes, Clara H.
American fiction -- 19th century; Paranormal fiction; Short stories, American
Philip had been poor all his life; not miserably indigent, though many
things which go to make life comfortable were lacking. He had inherited
a taste for art from his father; hard work had been the rule of his
life, and as a result he was a very creditable artist, though not by any
means entering into the soul of the work. It is one thing to paint a
fair picture, to write an acceptable story; it is quite another thing to
put your very self into your work, and endow it with a subtle life which
is past all explaining.
When he was twenty-five he inherited money—worse for him; he thought
that henceforward life held no need for exertion; as though food and
raiment constitute all for which we should exert ourselves. He fancied
that happiness lay in two things; going to sleep, and letting the
enervating wind of pleasure drift him whithersoever it would; or getting
astride of the billow of self-will, to ride over everything. He did not
find his mistake until slice by slice his inheritance had been cut away
from him, and he looked with astonished gaze upon those who, under the
guise of friendship, had fastened themselves upon him in his prosperity,
and now stared at him with unseeing eyes. He looked upon it as the worst
misfortune which could have befallen him. He was no more shortsighted
than the majority of persons; because a certain condition brings present
discomfort, we rebel against it as being to our great detriment; most
frequently we rebel without reason. The loss was a blessing to him,
against which he railed, beat, and bruised himself.
Just at this point I take up his history.
He wandered about the woods all day, sometimes throwing himself on the
grass to look up into the immeasurable depths of the ether; again, idly
throwing pebbles into the flashing water; but during all that sweet,
restful afternoon his soul was awakening from its lethargy; thoughts
which seemed to him a glimpse of the divine, surprised his hitherto
dormant intellectuality; he began to realize that life held
possibilities of which he had never caught a glimpse.
Evil is but good gone astray; it is the oscillation of the pendulum;
Philip had reached the adverse limit, and the pendulum of its own
momentum was returning to the center of gravity. As deadly nausea is the
precursor of a cleansed stomach, so he felt a thorough disgust with all
the world, which meant to him—as it does to every one of us—the people
with whom he was in daily association; he indignantly compared them to a
flock of geese—all gabble and greed. It is a hard truth, that if we will
submit to be plucked we can soon find all the worst characteristics of
the worst people. He thought savagely that he desired never to see one
of them again.
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