Christian life -- Juvenile fiction; Pride and vanity -- Juvenile fiction; Self-deception -- Juvenile fiction
"My dear lady, she is in God’s hands; He may raise her yet. Everything
that can be done shall be done; but I cannot conceal from you that I
entertain serious apprehensions." He spoke in tones too low to be heard
in the chamber of the invalid.
"But I may go to her--nurse her--"
"Pardon me," replied the medical man, courteously but firmly
interposing, "our patient is in a very critical state; the pleasure of
seeing you after so long an absence would cause a degree of excitement
which might be attended with fatal consequences."
Flora said nothing, but pressed her hand against her heart; she felt as
though it would break.
"Ann is most watchful and attentive," pursued the doctor, feeling for
Flora’s evident distress, "and Miss Lyddie will not quit the room for a
moment."
"Lyddie!" thought the miserable daughter, with a sharper pang of envy
than her gentle bosom had ever before known; "and she may sit and watch
where I dare not enter; she may look on that loved face which I have
come so far to see; she is the comfort, and I--and I--!" Flora leaned
down her head upon her clasped hands and tried to stifle her sobs.
A miserable night was that for Lady Legrange--the most miserable which
she had ever known. The cold became more and more piercing, yet no
entreaties could induce her either to go to rest or to seek the comfort
of a fire in one of the rooms below. She had a chair brought for her to
the door of her mother’s room, and there she sat, trembling and
shivering, counting every stroke of the clock which at intervals--oh!
how long and weary--told the lapse of time. She heard the wind shaking
the casements, as though fiercely demanding entrance, and shrieking
aloft in the chimneys with a wild and wailing noise; and sometimes her
painfully strained ear could catch sounds from the sick-room--a light
step, a soft rustle, a low voice, or, terrible to hear, the faint moans
which told of irrepressible suffering. Flora also, as morning drew nigh,
heard words, words from the lips of her parent, words which reason
guided no longer--but not one word which it could have pained piety to
hear. The unconscious sufferer uttered prayers for mercy, for
pardon--prayers for those who were dear to her heart. Flora wept as she
heard her own name repeated again and again in unconscious
supplications. It seemed as though that which had been the habit of a
life remained now as an instinct; the mind might be darkened, reason
might have fled, but love and piety lingered yet in their accustomed
home, the last to leave the sanctuary which had enshrined them so long.
To apply to a nobler subject the beautiful simile of Moore--
"Like a vase in which roses have once been distilled,
You may break, you may ruin the vase if you will,
But the scent of the roses will hang round it still."
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