Christian life -- Juvenile fiction; Pride and vanity -- Juvenile fiction; Self-deception -- Juvenile fiction
Slowly and sadly, conscious now of utter weariness and exhaustion, Flora
made her way to the station. "When may the next train be expected?" was
her eager question when she arrived there.
"The next? about three hours hence."
How sank Flora’s heart at the reply! Those hours might have been spent
beside her mother might be so still; but no, fainting nature refused the
effort; not the smallest hazard must be run of missing the next--the
latest train. Flora warmed her shivering frame at the fire in the one
bare little waiting-room at the station, then seated herself by the
small table, and leaning her arms upon it, bowed down upon them her
drooping head. She remained so long in this position that her maid
believed that she slept. Then Flora arose, and paced up and down like a
caged leopard, looked at her watch again and again, and gazed
impatiently out on the snow. The railway man was whistling an air; it
struck painfully on the lady’s ear; in her utter misery it seemed
strange to Flora that any human being could be happy.
An express train rushed past with a roar like thunder, awakening for a
moment a hope which vanished like itself into darkness. Flora sat long
with her eyes fixed on the telegraph-paper, as though she could draw
from the lines, which she knew by heart, the information which their
brevity denied. Alas! her fears supplied its place too well.
The three hours passed--Time does move on, even when his wings are of
lead--but still no sight of the longed-for train.
"It is late," said the railway official; "doubtless its progress has
been delayed by the snow."
Flora could sit still no longer; she was in a fever of restless
expectation, and sorely her patience was tried. The train was long
behind time; night closed in before at length the welcome bell of
preparation was heard. Lady Legrange felt something almost resembling
joy when she found herself seated at last in the train with her maid. A
gentleman, whose features she could scarcely distinguish in the gloom,
was their only fellow-traveller in the carriage. He made some
common-place observation on the weather, which Flora neither
comprehended nor answered. Her thoughts were becoming a wild chaos: she
could not collect them sufficiently even for prayer.
On, on through the darkness and gloom--surely never train moved on so
slowly before!--surely never were so many vexatious delays! Flora wept
no longer; her fount of tears appeared to be dried up. Her brow was
throbbing with a burning pain; a band of iron seemed pressed across her
temples She was scarcely conscious of what was passing around her, when
the weary journey ended at last.
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