Christian life -- Juvenile fiction; Pride and vanity -- Juvenile fiction; Self-deception -- Juvenile fiction
But there was one being, weeping in her darkened chamber alone, in whose
almost broken heart a void was made which nothing earthly could ever
fill--one crushed beneath the weight of a grief for which even religion
has no comfort. What mattered it to her that the voice of nations
swelled the tribute to departed genius--that he whom she so passionately
loved would occupy a niche in the temple of Fame! Blessed mourners are
they who weep for the dead translated to a more blissful existence;
thrice blessed they who, when all the pride of this world shall have
passed away like a fevered dream, shall hear the voice of the Saviour
pronounce the sentence, "Well done, thou good and faithful servant;
enter thou into the joy of thy Lord!" But Flora sorrowed as one without
hope. Oh! that those who, in defiance of the command--the merciful
warning of their God--choose to twine the dearest affections of their
hearts around an earthly pillar, on which "holiness to the Lord" has
never been inscribed, would anticipate the anguish of that day when,
beneath the stroke of the angel of death, that pillar shall lie
shattered in the dust; and Despair, gazing on the broken relics of all
that was dear, fair, talented, and brave, shall utter the mournful wail,
"_Vanity of vanities, all is vanity!_"
Little was it to the bereaved young widow that, with the loss of her
dearest treasure, wealth also took wings to itself and fled away. Sir
Amery’s income had principally consisted of life-rent; careless in money
concerns, little anticipating so sudden and speedy a close to his
career, he had left a very scanty provision for his survivor. There
was, indeed, a new work of his, almost completed, for which contending
publishers were ready to offer sums which would have materially enlarged
the scanty resources of Lady Legrange. The posthumous work of an author
so renowned was certain to command the eager attention of the public;
and Flora received various communications on the subject. She read the
manuscript, wept over the lines which had been last traced by the loved
hand now cold in death; she then folded up the papers, enclosed and
sealed them, and, resolved that no eye but her own should ever peruse
the unhallowed creation of a mind which had made fatal progress in
error, she endorsed the packet with a command that at her death other
hands should burn, unread, that which she had not herself the heart to
destroy. "These would be his orders, could he speak from the grave,"
said Flora to herself, as she locked up the papers in her cabinet’s
deepest recess. "Oh! would he not desire to obliterate in all his
writings every page which could injure others when he is himself no
more--every page which could witness against him! O God! my God!"
exclaimed the widow, suddenly raising her clasped hands with a cry of
anguish wrung from the depths of her soul, "they cannot be
obliterated--they cannot be recalled--it is too late!--oh! misery! it is
too late!"
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