For love and life; vol. 1 of 2Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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For love and life; vol. 1 of 2
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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The young men looked at each other, one with a half-amusement in his
face, the other full of wonder and consternation. “You don’t mean to
say,” he asked, with a gasp, “that you have given her all?”
“I have no income left,” said Edgar. “I have some debts, unfortunately,
like most men. Now a man who has no income has no right to have any
debts. That is about my sole maxim in political economy. I must pay them
off, and then I shall have fifty pounds or so left.”
“Good heavens!” said the other, “and you take this quite easily without
anxiety----”
“Anxiety will not put anything in my pocket, or teach me a profession,”
said Edgar. “Don’t let’s talk of it, ‘Sufficient unto the day is the
evil there-of.’”
“But,” cried the other, almost wildly, “in that case all of us--I too--”
“Don’t say anything more about it,” said Edgar. “We all act according to
impulses. Perhaps it is well for those who have no impulses; but one
cannot help one’s self. I should like to start by the early boat
to-morrow morning, and before I go I have something to say to Jeanie.”
“I fear I am in your way,” cried Dr. Charles, rising hastily, with the
feeling, which was rather pleasant to him than otherwise, that at last
he had a real reason for taking offence.
“Oh, dear no, not at all. It is only to give her some advice about our
old mother,” said Edgar; but they both reddened as they stood fronting
each other, Charles from wild and genuine jealousy--Edgar, from a
disagreeable and impatient consciousness of the silly speeches which had
associated his name with that of Jeanie. He stood for a moment
uncertain, and then his natural frankness broke forth, “Look here,” he
said, “don’t let us make any mistake. I don’t know what your feelings
may be about Jeanie, but mine are those of an elder brother--a very much
elder brother,” he went on, with a laugh, “to a child.”
“Every man says that, until the moment comes when he feels differently,”
said Charles, in his uneasy didactic way.
“Does he? then that moment will never come for me,” said Edgar,
carelessly.
Poor little Jeanie! she had opened the door, the two young men not
observing her in their preoccupation, and Edgar’s words came fully into
her heart like a volley of musketry. She stood behind them for a moment
in the partial gloom--for they were standing between her and the light
of the feeble candles--unnoticed, holding the door. Then noiselessly she
stole back, closing it, her heart all riddled by that chance discharge,
wounded and bleeding. Then she went to the kitchen softly, and called
Bell. “My head’s sair,” she said, which on Loch Arroch means, my head
aches. “Will you see if they want anything in the parlour, Bell?”
“My poor lamb!” said Bell, “I wish it beena your heart that’s sair. Ye
are as white as a ghost. Go to your bed, my bonnie woman, and I’ll see
after them, Lord bless us, what a bit white face! Go to your bed, and
dinna let your Granny see you like that. Oh ay! I’ll see to the two
men.”
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