"No, I don't forget; but there are high class and low of every race.
Noble Indians and high-class Mexicans have gone into history. The
American makes a great mistake when he judges the high classes by the
masses. In this land one has to dig out the facts of each individual
line, if he wants to know the truth of a pedigree. But the lady from
Mexico seems to have drawn her distinctions very closely, and realizing
her own superiority, she dares dictate."
"Even to her--husband?" There was just the slightest possible hesitation
at the title.
"Why not, if she is the superior?"
"But--oh, can't you see how all these marriages are a barter-and-sale
family affair,--money that is married, instead of people? If she was in
love with him as a--a real woman would be, she never would know she was
superior, never! Not that I believe she is," she added with a shrug; "to
me she looks as wooden as the saints on her own altar."
He arose and walked to the window, staring out over the heads of the
people.
"She may not be wooden to those she cares for," he said at last.
"Perhaps not; but I'm certain of one thing: if she ever cared for any
one, it is not the man she married. If she cared, she would forget that
rigid fanatic sense of duty sometimes."
"I came to talk of your affairs," he said, abruptly. "Teddy left some
mining shares; they may pan out later on. I have talked with a lawyer
about them; this is his address," and he handed her a slip of paper.
"Whatever funds are procurable he will turn over to you quarterly. Is
there anything else I can do for you at present?"
"Yes," she returned; "you might be a bit human and sympathetic. You
seem to forget," and her red lip quivered in self-pity, "how utterly
alone I am among these Mexicans, and all their women jealous as fiends."
He regarded her with a long, steady stare, and then smiled as he rose.
"I don't blame them," he observed, quietly. "You have given more
attention to several of their men than you ever gave to poor Ted.
Where's your baby?"
"Heavens! Do you suppose I could drag her on this trip, and a Mexican or
Indian nurse?" she demanded, impatiently. "That's so like a man! They
think a woman with a child should be merely a domestic animal, like
those dunces of Spanish women. I feel as if I were in jail, hedged
around with all their conventions. I don't dare walk on the street
alone, or with a man; I don't dare ride in a carriage with a man, and
it's no pleasure to go with those empty-headed women. Dona Maria is as
bad as the rest since I'm in mourning; it is a sort of prison,
forbidding the wearer a free breath!"
"Take it off," he suggested, so quietly that he quite deceived her, and
she uttered a little cry of shocked appeal.
"Keith! And poor Teddy--"
"Angela!" and his hand fell heavy on her shoulder, "listen to me just
once. When Ted was alive I could bear to hear you mention his name, but
now that he is dead I--can't. He belongs to me now, and I forbid it."
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