“But it’s not the same to me or to us, not at all the same, Bram. My
delinquencies, real or imaginary, cannot be allowed to come between my
father and the best clerk he ever had, the man who is to make up for
my business shortcomings. So--so if you please, Elshaw, I’ll take my
chance of the strangling, though, mind you, I should have thought you
might have discovered some more refined mode of making away with me,
something just as effective, and--and nicer to look at.”
His voice was tremulous, and he did not look at Bram, though he
succeeded pretty well in maintaining a light tone. Bram laughed shortly.
“My refinement’s only skin deep, you see, Mr. Christian. I told you so.
The raw Sheffielder’s very near the top. And in these fine clothes,
too!”
He glanced down rather scornfully at the brand-new overcoat, and at the
glazed expanse of unaccustomed shirt-front which showed underneath.
There was another pause. Both the young men were trembling violently,
and found it pretty hard to keep up talk at this placid level of
commonplace. Quite suddenly Chris said--“Well, good-night, Elshaw,” and
started on his way back to Holme Park at a good pace.
Bram drew a long breath. He had just gone through an experience so
hideous, so horrible, that he felt as if he had been seared, branded
with a hot iron. For the first time he realized now what he had been
simple enough not to suspect before, that Christian had never for a
moment seriously entertained the idea of marrying Claire.
And yet he was in love with her! Bram, loving Claire himself, was
clear-sighted and not to be deceived on this point. Christian loved her
still enough to be jealous of any other man’s feelings for her. He had
betrayed this fact in every word, in every tone. If, then, he loved her
and did not mean to marry her, he, the irresistible, the spoilt child
of the sex, what right had he to love her, to make her love him? What
motive had he in passing so much of his time at Duke’s Farm?
And there darted into poor Bram’s heart a jealous, mad fear that was
like a poison in his blood. He clenched his teeth, he shook his fists
in the air; again the wild, fierce passion which had swept over him at
Christian’s stabbing words seized him and possessed him.
He turned quickly, as if to start in pursuit of Chris, when a low
sound, a cry, stopped him, turned him as if into stone.
For, at a little distance from him, between where he stood and the
retreating figure half-way down the hill, stood Claire.
An exclamation escaped his lips. She ran panting towards him.
CHAPTER XII.
A MODEL FATHER.
Dark as the night was, the moon being so thickly obscured by clouds
that she never showed her face except through a flying film of vapor,
Claire seemed to detect something alarming in Bram’s attitude,
something which caused her to pause as she was running up the hill
towards him.
At last she stopped altogether, and they stood looking each at the
figure of the other, motionless, and without speaking.
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