Fräulein Schmidt and Mr. AnstrutherVon Arnim, Elizabeth
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Fräulein Schmidt and Mr. Anstruther
Von Arnim, Elizabeth
British -- Germany -- Fiction; Epistolary fiction; Germany -- Fiction; Love stories; Young women -- Fiction
Before we took this house it had stood empty for several years, and the
man it belongs to was so glad to find somebody who would live in it and
keep it warm that he lets us have it for hardly any rent at all. I
expect what the impoverished want--and only the impoverished would live
in a thing so small--is a garden flat enough to grow potatoes in, and to
have fowls walking about it, and a pig in a nice level sty. You can't
have them here. At least, you couldn't have a sty on such a slope. The
poor pig would spend his days either anxiously hanging on with all his
claws--or is it paws? I forget what pigs have; anyhow, with all his
might--to the hillside, or huddled dismally down against the end
planks, and never be of that sublime detachment of spirit necessary to
him if he would end satisfactorily in really fat bacon. And the fowls, I
suppose, would have to lay their eggs flying--they certainly couldn't do
it sitting down--and how disturbing that would be to a person engaged,
as I often am, in staring up at the sky, for how can you stare up at the
sky under an umbrella? I asked the landlord about the potatoes, and he
said I must grow them as the last tenant did, a widow who lived and died
here, in a strip against the north side of the house where there is a
level space about two yards running from one end of the house to the
other, representing a path and keeping the hill from tumbling in at our
windows. It really is the only place, for I don't see how Johanna and I,
gifted and resourceful as we undoubtedly are, can make terraces with no
tools but a spade and a watering-pot; but it will do away with our only
path, and it does seem necessary to have a path up to one's front door.
Can one be respectable without a path up to one's front door? Perhaps
one can, and that too may be a superfluity to those who face life
squarely. I am convinced that there must be potatoes, but I am not
convinced, on reflection, that there need be a path. Have you ever felt
the joy of getting rid of things? It is so great that it is almost
ferocious. After each divestment, each casting off and away, there is
such a gasp of relief, such a bounding upward, the satisfied soul, proud
for once of its body, saying to it smilingly, 'This, too, then, you have
discovered you can do without and yet be happy.' And I, just while
writing these words to you, have discovered that I can and will do
without paths.
Papa has been in again. 'Is it not coffee-time?' he asked.
I looked at him amazed. 'Darling, coffee-time is never at half-past
two,' I said reproachfully.
'Half-past two is it only? _Der Teufel_' said Papa.
'Isn't your book getting on well?' I inquired.
'Yes, yes,--the book progresses. That is, it would progress if my
attention did not continually wander.'
'Wander? Whereto?'
'Rose-Marie, there is a constant gnawing going on within me that will
not permit me to believe that I have dined.'
'Well, but, Papachen, you have. I saw you doing it.'
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