Frances Mary Buss and her work for educationRidley, Annie E.
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Frances Mary Buss and her work for education
Ridley, Annie E.
Buss, Frances Mary, 1827-1894
How many a girl must have inwardly rebelled against the deadening
routine of the old conventional schools, though so few had the strength
by which this once “timid child” won her own freedom. Measuring what
have been by the force of that first never-forgotten impression of the
“vigorous intensity that swept her up like a strong wind,” her words of
regret that her school-life had not been spent under that influence come
as among the saddest of the laments of that sorrowful day—
“Thinking it over after she was gone, a perfect agony of regret
came over me that I was not always her pupil. In church, that
day, the regret was so pregnant that it almost stupefied me....
When I think that Miss Buss was at our very doors, I can
scarcely bear to look back. Think of what I might have been
saved—the unutterable loneliness of those five years, the
misery, the deliberate fostering, of set purpose, of a morbid
self-consciousness and self-distrust. Why, I have never got over
it! The deadening effect of those five years clings to me still.
I consider that it kept me back fifteen years. Instead of
leaving school broken-spirited and irresolute, I should have had
the inspiration of knowing that I had been part of the great
human movement. As it was, I had to grope my way to modern
thought.
“I made very few friends at school, and shrunk from all. If I
had gone _there_ I should have found a door open into the real
life I sought. But, above all, just think of exchanging Miss S——
for Miss Buss!—spontaneity for repression, an honest
straightforward ideal of duty, for a system based upon ‘Mason on
Self-knowledge’! (That book ought to be burnt by the common
hangman.)
“Oh, I thought some bitter thoughts as I sat that day among the
old pupils, thankful just to have the right to sit there at
all!”
There seems indeed good cause for regret that a nature so sensitive
should not have had full room for unchecked growth in the warm sunny
atmosphere of this school, when the young teacher was free to throw
herself into the lives of her pupils. Freedom of growth—with all the joy
of such freedom—forms the great wonder of those early days.
The proof of the true vitality of this growth is in the fact that these
early pupils came themselves into possession of that power of impressing
others which was so distinctive of their teacher.
I was very much struck by this fact when I first heard of Miss Buss from
one of these old pupils, Miss L. Agnes Jones, who, though only for a few
months under her influence, never lost the impression either of the
teaching or of the teacher, so unlike all previous experience. Years
afterwards, the time for action found her ready, and she became a potent
factor in the first stages of the change that has affected so many
lives.
All the “memories” from old pupils bear witness to the same thing, put
strongly by one who was afterwards a member of her staff:—
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