CHAPTER NINE. MY OLD SERGEANT. I have visited the sick a good deal in my time, and have ever found that a serious illness is one of the greatest softeners of a rugged nature. I have noticed it in workhouse and in hospital as well as in the dreary habitations that are occupied by the poor. Perhaps it is more noticeable in men than in women, and in many cases it has seemed to me to bring forth nature's gentility where it has for years, perhaps, been encrusted with rude, rugged ways. One of my most genuine gentlemen by nature was a quaint old sergeant of dragoons, living in ill-health upon his little pension, and at the wish of some people in the country near our old home, I sought him out, and found him, after some trouble, in one of the little streets of Walworth, and imparted to him my mission, namely, to inquire if he could tell me the whereabouts of one John Morris and his wife, relatives of the farming people who asked me to inquire. I found the sergeant, a stern, rugged old fellow, in his lodgings, and he looked surlily at me, being, as I afterwards found, in pain, and he saluted me with a harsh "Well, ma'am, what's for you? I'm not in the humour for visitors now." "I will not keep you long," I said, and stated my business. "Oh, that's it, is it?" he said. "I thought you came to preach at me, and tell me what a wicked old man I am. There, bless your heart, I knowed it well enough, none better. John Morris, eh?" "Yes, and his wife, do you know where they are?" "Dead, ma'am, dead, both of them: gone to where there's rest and peace, and no more sorrow; `where the wicked cease from troubling, and the weary--' You know the rest. Know them! Of course. John Morris was in my troop--B troop, 20th Dragoon Guards; smart, fresh-coloured, honest Lincolnshire lad--a good lad; without any of the general rough ways of a soldier: for there's good sort of fellows among us, as well as the sweepings of towns and villages; and I loved that lad as if he'd been my own son. Why? Because he was a thorough soldier, every inch of him. He came to me to 'list--I was recruiting sergeant then. `Think twice of it, my lad,' I says; `ours is a rough life;' for from his talk I found he'd been having some tiff at home; so `think twice of it, my lad,' I says: for I did not want to see a fine young fellow throw himself away. And it is that, you know, though it don't sound loyal of me, as an old troop-sergeant-major, to say so; and feeling this--though I knew I should make a profit of the young fellow--I did not like to see him 'list, when a `rough' would have done just as well. But he would do it; he was set upon it; and told me that if I didn't take him, he would join the foot-regiment quartered in the town. So seeing how things stood, and sooner than he should do that, I gave him the shilling, and he entered one of the smartest heavy cavalry regiments in the service.