From the West to the West : $b Across the plains to OregonDuniway, Abigail Scott
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From the West to the West : $b Across the plains to Oregon
Duniway, Abigail Scott
Oregon -- Fiction; Overland journeys to the Pacific -- Fiction; Women pioneers -- Fiction
“O life,” he cried, “what a mystery you are! How puny, yet how mighty!
The living rain comes down in silent majesty upon the sleeping earth; the
living sunshine melts the ice and snow; and the living earth, awakening
from her season of hibernation, answers back to rain and sun with a power
of reproduction that defies the mighty law of gravitation, and sends
outward and up toward the living sky the living vegetation that sustains
the living man. O sky, all a-twinkle with your myriads of stars, how
inscrutable you are in your infinitude! And how like a worm of the dust
is man, who has no power to hold in the precious body of even the woman
he loves the mystery of existence, of which Creation is the only master!”
Below him, so far away that it gleamed like a silver ribbon in the
starlight, ran the muddy Missouri, carrying in its turbid waves the
_débris_ of the Mandan district, and bearing on its troubled breast the
throng of river craft at whose little windows hundreds of lights were
twinkling, like diamonds on parade. Beyond gleamed the moving steamers
and their accompanying hosts of lesser boats, now nestling close to the
water’s edge, and now climbing in irregular fashion toward the uplands at
the town of St. Joseph; and, far beyond, his mental eyes beheld the homes
of his own and his Annie’s beloved parents.
“I do wonder if it is really wrong for me to leave them in their old
age, and take Annie away also,” he said to himself, half audibly, as he
continued his gaze over the dim expanse of silence that surrounded him on
every hand.
There was no answer. He gave Sukie the rein and bowed his head upon his
hands, and wept. How long he remained alone, absorbed in the mingled
emotions that possessed him, he did not know. He took no note of time,
and Sukie moved leisurely over the plain, daintily cropping the tender
grass.
“I was ambitious, selfish, and exacting,” he exclaimed at last, as a
sharp gust of wind slapped him in the face. “Annie doesn’t complain; but
she is fading from my sight. It is all my fault. If she could be happy,
she would soon be well. I wonder if I ought not to take her back to her
father and mother and her childhood’s home. Everybody would laugh; but
what should I care? Are not the life and happiness of my wife worth more
to me than all the world’s approval?” Then, after a long silence, he
tightened the reins and said: “Come, Sukie; let’s go back to camp. Right
or wrong, I must go ahead. I’ve burned my bridges behind me.”
As he expected, Scotty was found sitting in the midst of an audience at
Mrs. McAlpin’s camp-fire. He was discoursing on his travels in Egypt, and
had collected about him quite a crowd.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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