Short stories, American; United States -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
“I came to take this step through young Hargraves, the new curate,”
his father wrote, “though he was but the instrument in the hands of
Providence. He showed me the error of my conduct toward you, and proved
to me that my duty and the inclination of my heart were toward the
same end. He read this morning for the second lesson the story of the
Prodigal Son, and I heard it without recognition and with no present
application until he came to the verse which tells how the father came
to his son 'when he was yet a great way off.' He saw him, it says, 'when
he was yet a great way off,' and ran to meet him. He did not wait for
the boy to knock at his gate and beg to be let in, but went out to meet
him, and took him in his arms and led him back to his home. Now, my boy,
my son, it seems to me as if you had never been so far off from me
as you are at this present time, as if you had never been so greatly
separated from me in every thought and interest; we are even worse than
strangers, for you think that my hand is against you, that I have closed
the door of your home to you and driven you away. But what I have done
I beg of you to forgive: to forget what I may have said in the past, and
only to think of what I say now. Your brothers are good boys and have
been good sons to me, and God knows I am thankful for such sons, and
thankful to them for bearing themselves as they have done.
“But, my boy, my first-born, my little Cecil, they can never be to me
what you have been. I can never feel for them as I feel for you; they
are the ninety and nine who have never wandered away upon the mountains,
and who have never been tempted, and have never left their home for
either good or evil. But you, Cecil, though you have made my heart ache
until I thought and even hoped it would stop beating, and though you
have given me many, many nights that I could not sleep, are still dearer
to me than anything else in the world. You are the flesh of my flesh and
the bone of my bone, and I cannot bear living on without you. I cannot
be at rest here, or look forward contentedly to a rest hereafter, unless
you are by me and hear me, unless I can see your face and touch you and
hear your laugh in the halls. Come back to me, Cecil; to Harringford and
the people that know you best, and know what is best in you and love you
for it. I can have only a few more years here now when you will take
my place and keep up my name. I will not be here to trouble you much
longer; but, my boy, while I am here, come to me and make me happy for
the rest of my life. There are others who need you, Cecil. You know
whom I mean. I saw her only yesterday, and she asked me of you with such
splendid disregard for what the others standing by might think, and as
though she dared me or them to say or even imagine anything against you.
You cannot keep away from us both much longer. Surely not; you will come
back and make us happy for the rest of our lives.”
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