"Good night," he said. When he had said it he continued to stare as if
he were weighing the matter over carefully and should say something
more. The pause grew embarassing but not to him. Without nodding his
head he repeated the result of his deliberations.
"Good night," he said in the same voice. That was enough.
He left them sitting in their chairs--a general calmly marching off the
field of victory. He left behind a silence. The company was
uncomfortable.
Mrs. Gilchrist and the judge stared hard at the doorway through which
Lindstrum had passed. They wanted to insult the doorway. Lindstrum's
visit had had a curious effect upon Ramsey. He had sat silent and
avoided the young man's eyes. But he had felt himself becoming animated
as if something were exciting him. When the young man had glanced at him
for a moment he had blushed and an odd nervousness had made his thin
body tremble. Now that Lindstrum was gone he felt the room had become
empty and entirely lacking in interest.
"How do you like him?" Mrs. Basine whispered at his side. She was
worried.
"Him? Oh yes, the young man," Ramsey muttered. "He ... he has nice
eyes."
10
In the park Lindstrum sat on a bench with Doris and talked.
"All this," he said, "all this night and trees and things we feel more
than we see, are like what you're like. But why should we call that
love. Because love means to hold a woman in your arms. I don't care
about holding a woman. I want to hold something else. If you hold
something in your arms you haven't got it. It's what you can't get your
fingers on that you own most. Because you dream about it. It's what you
dream about that you own most."
He spoke disconnectedly. There were pauses during which he allowed the
night to punctuate his thoughts.
"Have you written any more things since last time?" Doris asked.
"No. I didn't bring anything with me."
He was silent. Doris wished he would sit closer to her. His silence
excited her. She could feel things moving in him. She became nervous.
Her dark eyes looked fully at his profile and a pride elated her. Other
men didn't stare like that into the night. They had fussy little eyes
and fussy little bodies. They fidgeted around. But Lief sat as if he
were turned to granite.
There was something ominous about him. The glint of his straight eyes
and the leather color of his face were ominous. She felt that he was
powerful, more powerful than the spaces he stared into. He could stand
up and swing the park around their heads. She wanted to come close to
him.
"Lief," she whispered, "why don't you come oftener. I get lonely for
you. I hardly talk to anybody else."
He nodded as if agreeing with her and saying silently, "That's right.
Don't talk to anybody else." But he said nothing aloud.
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