Gothic fiction; Ireland -- History -- Rebellion of 1798 -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Romans à clef
Weep then, too generous Avondale, for that frail being who lies so
pale so cold in death before thee. Weep; for thou wilt never find
again another like her. She was the sole mistress of thy affections,
and could wind and turn thee at her will. She knew and felt her power,
and trifled with it to a dangerous excess. Others may be fairer, and
more accomplished in the arts which mortals prize, and more cunning
in devices and concealment of their thoughts; but none can ever be
so dear to Avondale’s heart as was Calantha.
CHAPTER XC.
Sir Richard wished to say one word to console Lord Avondale; but
he could not. He burst into tears; and knelt down by the side of
Calantha. “I am an old man,” he said. “You thought me severe; but I
would have died, child, to save you. Look up and get well. I can’t
bear to see this:—no, I can’t bear it.” He now reproached himself. “I
have acted rightly perhaps, and as she deserved; but what of that: if
God were to act by us all as we deserve, where should we be? Look up,
child—open your eyes again—I’d give all I have on earth to see you
smile once on me—to feel even that little hand press mine in token
of forgiveness.” “Uncle,” said Lord Avondale, in a faltering voice,
“whatever Calantha’s faults, she forgave every one, however they had
injured her; and she loved you.” “That makes it all the worse,” said
the admiral. “I can’t believe she’s dead.”
Sir Richard’s sorrow, whether just or otherwise, came too late. Those
who act with rigid justice here below—those who take upon themselves
to punish the sinner whom God for inscrutable purposes one moment
spares, should sometimes consider that the object against whom
their resentment is excited will soon be no more. Short-lived is the
enjoyment even of successful guilt. An hour’s triumph has perhaps
been purchased by misery so keen, that were we to know all, we should
only commiserate the wretch we now seek to subdue and to punish. The
name of christians we have assumed; the doctrine of our religion, we
have failed to study. How often when passion and rancour move us to
shew our zeal in the cause of virtue, by oppressing and driving to
ruin unutterable, what we call successful villainy, the next hour
brings us the news that the object of our indignation is dead.—That
soul is gone, however polluted, to answer before another throne for
its offences. Ah! who can say that our very severity to such offender
may not turn back upon ourselves, and be registered in the Heaven we
look forward to with such presumption, to exclude us for ever from it.
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