Gothic fiction; Ireland -- History -- Rebellion of 1798 -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Romans à clef
Lord Avondale pressed her lips to his. “God bless, and pardon thee,
Calantha,” he cried. “Now even I can look upon thee and weep. O, how
could’st thou betray me! ‘It is not an open enemy that hath done me
this dishonour, for then I could have borne it: neither was it mine
adversary that did magnify himself against me; for then peradventure I
would have hid myself from him: but it was even thou, my companion, my
guide, and mine own familiar friend.’——We took sweet counsel together
... farewell! It was myself who led thee to thy ruin. I loved thee
more than man should love so frail a being, and then I left thee to
thyself. I could not bear to grieve thee; I could not bear to curb
thee; and thou hast lost me and thyself. Farewell. Thy death has left
me free to act. Thou had’st a strange power over my heart, and thou
did’st misuse it.”
As he uttered these words, while yet in presence of the lifeless form
of his departed, his guilty wife, he prepared to leave the mournful
scene. “Send the children to Allenwater, if you have mercy.” These
were the last words he addrest to the nurse as he hurried from her
presence.
O man, how weak and impotent is thy nature! Thou can’st hate, and
love, and kiss the lips of thy enemy, and strike thy dagger into the
bosom of a friend. Thou can’st command thousands, and govern empires;
but thou can’st not rule thy stormy passions, nor alter the destiny
that leads thee on. And could Avondale thus weep for an ungrateful
wife? Let those who live long enough in this cold world to feel its
heartlessness, answer such enquiry. Whatever she had been, Calantha
was still his friend. Together they had tried the joys and ills of
life; the same interests united them: and the children as they turned
to their father, pleaded for the mother whom they resembled.—Nothing,
however, fair or estimable, can replace the loss of an early friend.
Nothing that after-life can offer will influence us in the same degree.
It has been said, that although our feelings are less acute in maturer
age than in youth, yet the young mind will soonest recover from the
blow that falls heaviest upon it. In that season of our life, we have
it in our power, it is said, in a measure to repair the losses which
we have sustained. But these are the opinions of the aged, whose pulse
beats low—whose reasoning powers can pause, and weigh and measure
out the affections of others. In youth these losses affect the very
seat of life and reason, chill the warm blood in its rapid current,
unnerve every fibre of the frame, and cause the phrenzy of despair.
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