Graham's Magazine, Vol. XLI, No. 5, November 1852Various
General
Graham's Magazine, Vol. XLI, No. 5, November 1852
Various
Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
What a rush of emotions crowded each other through her mind, when she
found herself seated among strangers in the railway car, speeding away
like the wind from that sweet home, and the lifelong friends who loved
her as themselves; from the grave of her mother--whither? To the arms of
one of whose very existence she had been ignorant but a few weeks ago!
For his sake she had forsaken those tried and precious friends--had
parted from them with a _lie_ upon her lips. To him she was about to
give _herself_.
Perhaps a painful doubt crossed her mind of the honor of one who could
demand from one so young, so unadvised, such a sacrifice of truth, of
duty, of home, just for his sake. Perhaps a query arose whether there
was enough in him to compensate for all she lost--whether the charm of
his society would last through all the vicissitudes of life.
An old man sat before her, and from every wrinkle of his time-worn
visage, a quiet tone seemed to ask her,
“Will your heart still cling to its hero when the rust of poverty is on
his shining garments, and care has furrowed his fair forehead, and his
raven hair has grown gray, and his proud form bent, and his rich voice
wasted and broken?”
She felt, too, like a fugitive; she fancied that people looked
suspiciously at her. Especially was there an eye that vexed her; a
black, piercing eye, that peered out from a pale face through a mourning
veil. It looked as though it might read the inmost secrets of one’s
heart--and its frequent gaze became almost insupportable to Clara.
But they were rapidly approaching Burrill Bridge, the station where her
lover had promised to join her. How intently she gazed from the window,
as the Iron Horse began to halt, and the conductor shouted “Burrill
Bridge!”
There he stood, as distinguished as ever among the crowd. She felt a
thrill of pride as she marked the involuntary deference with which the
throng made way for his lofty form, and said within herself, “He is
mine!”
With him once more at her side, listening to his fascinating tones, she
felt that she was in little danger of making too great a sacrifice for
him; she reproached herself that she had ever faltered. Still she felt
guilty and unsafe, startled at every new entrance; and it was with an
emotion of dread that she glanced toward the stranger, whose observation
had been so oppressive to her. But her eye brightened with an expression
of relief as it caught the wave of her black garments passing into
another car.
After a long, long ride of nearly forty-eight hours, they stopped.
“Oh! how far I am from dear, quiet Vernon, in this great, strange city!”
thought Clara. But her heart fluttered as she heard Brentford order the
hackman to “drive to ---- church.”
“You shall be mine before we rest,” he whispered to her. Before another
hour had passed, the solemn, irrevocable words were spoken which sealed
her destiny! She felt their momentous import as she never had before.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Elsewhere in the archive
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account