Graham's Magazine, Vol. XVIII, No. 1, January 1841Various
General
Graham's Magazine, Vol. XVIII, No. 1, January 1841
Various
Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
After Mr. Worthington’s bankruptcy, it became necessary that he should
leave his native place, and enter into business where it might prove
more successful; he settled his wife in a small house till he should be
enabled to send for her, and for a short time enjoyed more comfort than
when splendor shone around them; they looked forward with hope and joy
to the time when they would behold a child that would be mutually
attached to each.
The infant was born; a lovely girl, but alas! its eyes were denied to
see the blessed light of heaven! _It was blind!_
The wretched, self-convicted, soul-struck woman dared not complain;
conviction of her errors bowed her spirit to the earth; what would she
not now have given to recall some years of her past life? But it was too
late, and the only resource now left her, was to submit with resignation
to her fate.
After Mr. Worthington had departed for the Island of Martinque, his wife
had to struggle for the maintenance of her children till he should be
enabled to establish himself in business; she proposed opening a
seminary, and called on some of those friends whose presence had often
enlivened her assemblies, and who had partaken of her hospitality. One
had just sent her children to Mrs. ——, who was all the ton. Another
thought it would be better style to have a governess in the house; and
if she thought she could take the entire charge of the children, she
would have no objection to give her the preference, if she could make
the terms very low; others were “not at home” when she called—while
some more candid than the rest—at once informed her, that any other
occupation would be more suitable to her as her former dislike to
children could not be so easily overcome; among them were those, who
with sneers, regretted the change in her circumstances.
Thus it is to live in the world without studying human nature. We will
be sure to find nought but disappointments, if we trust to those we meet
in the giddy throng of fashionable assemblies; they are like the fleecy
vapors that float over the blue expanse, their brightness is only the
reflection of the light by which they are surrounded, and their aspect
is as changing. The human family taken in the mass collectively, are
cold and senseless, the philanthropic sensations of the heart are
extinct, and an apathetic illusion usurps the place of the genuine
effusions of benevolence, with which the refined soul overflows when in
its unsophisticated state; it is in the domestic circles that friendship
is found, given, and reciprocated, it is there that the best human
feelings reign monarchs; but in the busy scenes of life, coldness, and
contempt are the answers to an appeal for compassion and humanity.
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