Graham's Magazine, Vol. XVIII, No. 5, May 1841 — John Shaqi
Graham's Magazine, Vol. XVIII, No. 5, May 1841Various
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Graham's Magazine, Vol. XVIII, No. 5, May 1841
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Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
But if such were Miss Howard’s feelings, what were those of her lover
when, on returning from his ride, he learned her sudden departure! A
thousand doubts tortured him. At length, however, he gleaned enough of
the real cause of Miss Howard’s disappearance, to convince him that her
flight did not, as he had at first feared, originate in herself. Oh! the
joy, the bliss of that knowledge. Ellen still loved him, loved him as
warmly as ever. But here another reflection shot across his mind. With
the sanguine temper of youth he had indulged the hope that his want of
fortune would be overlooked by Mr. Howard, especially as his cousin had
suffered the intimacy between his daughter and Stanhope to continue so
long unopposed; but now—how could he resist the intimation so plainly
given to him? Few can tell the agony of the lover’s feelings who have
not passed through the same terrible ordeal.
“I will follow her,” at length he said, “I will see her once more. To
live without beholding Ellen is more than I can endure,” and having come
to this conclusion the ardent young man set out within a day to the city
which was the residence alike of himself and his mistress.
We will not detail the progress of these two young beings’ passion. As
in every like case opposition only fanned their love. Young, ardent, and
uncalculating they had already exchanged those vows, which are only less
lasting and holy than the marriage ones,—and the pure mind of Miss
Howard looked upon it as sacrilege to break her troth, even had her
heart whispered a willing assent thereto. But, on the contrary, all that
was said against her lover, only increased her admiration of his
character, and consequently heightened her affection. There is nothing
like injustice to draw a woman’s heart closer to that of her lover. In
vain they originated slanders to lower him in her eyes; in vain they
even brought pretended letters to convince her of his infidelity; she
remained inflexible, for every one, who knew Stanhope, joined in
asserting his innocence, and it was impossible to conceal this from her
without secluding her wholly from society. How often does a woman, in
some trying circumstances, rise above herself, and display a sudden
energy of character which those who had known her for years had thought
foreign to her. Thus it was with Miss Howard. How long this reliance in
her lover’s unabated integrity might have continued, if she had remained
without meeting him, we know not; but Stanhope soon found a means to
open a communication with his mistress, which effectually checked all
danger, and deepened incalculably their mutual love.
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