Graham's Magazine, Vol. XVIII, No. 5, May 1841Various
General
Graham's Magazine, Vol. XVIII, No. 5, May 1841
Various
Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
Foiled in his attempts to obtain an interview with his mistress,
Stanhope had found out the church which she attended, and thither he
resorted every Sunday, to enjoy the happiness of at least, beholding, if
he could not address her. It was not long before Ellen detected his
presence, and the stolen glances they exchanged across the church, were
mutual assurances of their unabated love. How Stanhope’s heart fluttered
as he saw her enter the church, and move up the aisle to her father’s
splendid pew. And if, perchance, when the family turned to depart, Ellen
could, unobserved, give him a smile and a nod of recognition, how would
he long to clasp the dear girl to his arms, and thank her for her
kindness. Weeks passed in this manner, however, before the two lovers
found an opportunity for an interview. At length one Sunday morning
Ellen came alone. As Stanhope beheld her enter the door unattended, he
could hardly contain himself in his seat, so great was his joy. The
moment the service was over he hurried down stairs, and amid the crowd
in the vestibule, with a beating heart, awaited her. Her agitation was
scarcely less than his own, as he addressed her. A thousand eyes seemed
to her fancy to be bent upon her, and she turned pale and trembled by
turns. They had proceeded some distance down the street before either
could speak more than the common words of salutation. At length Stanhope
broke the silence.
“Ellen, dear Ellen, do we meet at last?” he said, in a low tone, “oh!
how can I describe the joy of this moment. Since we last parted what
agony have I not endured: doubt, fear, hope, despair have all succeeded
each other in my mind.”
“How could you be so unjust?” said the sweet girl, reproachfully, “oh!”
she thought to herself, “if he only knew what I have suffered for his
sake.”
“Pardon me, dear Ellen, but though I felt convinced of your truth, yet I
knew not what false accusations might be made against me. It was that
which troubled me. I never doubted you, believe me. But oh! you cannot
know how terrible it is to be forever excluded from your presence. How
often have I watched your window at night, hoping to catch even a
glimpse of your shadow, and how long and hitherto how fruitlessly have I
waited for this blessed opportunity, if only to assure you of my
unabated love, and to ask if you are still my own Ellen. Answer me but
once more, dearest: let me hear it from your own lips again.”
The arm of Ellen trembled within her lover’s during this passionate
address, and, as he continued, her agitation increased so visibly that
when he ceased, and looking up into his face, she essayed to answer him,
for a moment, she could not speak. At length she murmured brokenly.
“Why do—you ask me—such a cruel question?” and giving her lover a look
of mingled reproach and affection that dissolved him with tenderness,
she continued, “you know I love you!” and overcome, by her emotions, and
even forgetting her public situation, she burst into tears.
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