Graham's Magazine, Vol. XVIII, No. 5, May 1841Various
General
Graham's Magazine, Vol. XVIII, No. 5, May 1841
Various
Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
no longer, had for several days been lying on a bed of sickness; and
that night they had—oh! God can it be true?—gone dinnerless and
supperless to bed.
Until within a few days Stanhope had breasted the storm with unshrinking
firmness, although, at times, when he looked upon his angelic wife and
little ones, suffering the full horrors of poverty, his resolution had
almost given way. But even he could not withstand the accumulated
miseries which now beat so bitterly upon his unsheltered head. Let it
not be thought that we exaggerate his misfortunes. God forbid! Even in
our boasted city, and at this day, too, when _charity has become
fashionable_, more than a dozen die annually from sheer starvation.
Stanhope saw nothing but this before them. He could not seek employment
in other places, for how would his family subsist in his absence?—nor
could he take them with him, for alas! he had not the money to transport
them. Broken in spirits and maddened with despair, the thoughts which
rushed through his mind as he gazed around the room can be easier
imagined than described. In that moment his whole life passed before him
as in a panorama. He thought of his happy boyhood; of the bright hopes
of his youth; of his first sanguine love for Ellen; of the bitter
disappointment which followed; of the hopes, and fears of their
separation, and the joy of their first meeting afterward; of the tumult
of feelings, all, however extatic, with which he welcomed the houseless
wanderer to his own humble home; of the three bright and happy years
which, like a dream of heaven, followed their union; and finally of the
series of misfortunes, heaped one upon another, and growing daily more
and more intense, which had closed the whole, and brought him down to
abject poverty. Had he been alone in the world he could have borne it
all without a murmur. But to see his darling uncomplaining Ellen, his
little Henry, his innocent babe, starving before his eyes! Oh! it was
too much. Frenzied with agony he started from his seat, placed his hand
to his brow, and gazing a moment wildly around the room, rushed from the
house.
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