Graham's Magazine, Vol. XX, No. 3, March 1842Various
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Graham's Magazine, Vol. XX, No. 3, March 1842
Various
Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
It was long ere Wilford became aware of his misfortunes. Accustomed to
rely implicitly on his uncle’s judgment, he reposed in indolent security
until the tidings of the old man’s bankruptcy and his own consequent
ruin came upon him like a thunderbolt. He had been too long the child of
prosperity to bear reverses with fortitude. He had no profession, no
knowledge of business, nothing by which he could obtain a future
livelihood; and now, when habits of luxury had enervated both mind and
body, he found himself utterly beggared. He brooded over his losses in
moody bitterness of spirit long before the world became acquainted with
his situation. He even concealed them from his wife, from that mistaken
and cruel kindness which thinks to lighten the blow by keeping it long
suspended. “How can I overwhelm her with sorrow and mortification by
telling her we are beggars?” he cried, in anguish. “How can I bid her
descend from the lofty eminence of wealth and fashion and retire to
obscurity and seclusion? How can I be sure that she will bear the
tidings with a patient spirit? I have sown within her young heart the
seeds of vanity, and how can I hope to eradicate now the evils which
have sprang from them? Her own little fortune is all that is now left,
and how we are to live on that I cannot tell. Rachel cannot bear it—I
know she cannot!”
His thoughts added new anguish to his regrets, and months of harrowing
dread and anxiety passed away before Wilford could summon courage to
face manfully his increasing misfortunes.
Mrs. Wilford had long intended to celebrate her husband’s birth-day by a
brilliant party, and, quite unconscious of the storm which impended over
her, she issued her cards nearly a month previous to the appointed
evening. Harry Wilford knew that the party ought not to be given; he
knew that it would bring discredit upon him, and perhaps censure upon
his wife, for he was conscious that his affairs were rapidly approaching
a fatal crisis; but he had not courage to own the truth. He watched the
preparations for the party with a boding spirit; he looked sadly and
fondly upon the brilliant attire of his young wife as she glided about
the gorgeous apartments, and he felt that he was taking his last glance
at happiness and comfort. The very next day his principal creditor, a
fat, oily-faced, well-fed individual, remarkable for the regularity of
his attendance, and the loudness of his responses at church—a man whose
piety was carried to such lengths that in the fear lest his left hand
should know the good which his right hand did, he was particularly
careful never to do _any_—a man who would sit first at a feast and
store up the careless sayings of convivial frankness to serve his own
interest in the mart and the market-place—this man, after pledging him
in the wine-cup and parting from him with the cordial grasp of
friendship, met him with a legal demand for that which he knew would
ruin him.
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