Graham's Magazine, Vol. XX, No. 5, May 1842Various
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Graham's Magazine, Vol. XX, No. 5, May 1842
Various
Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
“When I was in the kingdom of dreams a thousand pangs and sorrows
tormented me. It was night, and the grinning forms of monsters rushed in
upon me, now dragging me down into the abyss of the sea, and now lifting
me high into the air. Rays of light streamed through the night, and
these rays were tones which encircled me with delicious clearness. I
awoke out of my pain and saw a large clear eye, gazing into an organ,
and while it gazed, tones issued forth and sparkled and intervened in
chords more glorious than I had ever imagined. Up and down streamed
melodies, and as I swam in this stream, and was on the point of sinking,
the eye looked down upon me and raised me out of the roaring waves. It
was night again. Two colossi in glittering harnesses stepped up to
me—Tonic and fifth! they lifted me up but the eye smiled; I know what
fills thy breast with yearnings, the gentle tender third will step
between the colossi; you will hear his sweet voice, will see me again,
and my melodies shall become yours.”
He paused.
“And you saw the eye again?”
“Yes, I saw it again. Long years I sighed in the realms of
dreams—there—yes, there!—I sat in a beautiful valley, and listened to
the flowers as they sang together; only one sun-flower was silent and
sadly bent its closed chalice towards the earth. Invisible bonds bound
me to it—it raised its head. The chalice opened, and streaming out of
it again the eye met mine—The tones, like rays of light, drew my head
toward the flower which eagerly enclosed it. Larger and larger grew the
leaves—flames streamed forth from it—they flowed around me—the eye
had vanished and I was in the chalice.”
As he spoke these last words, he sprang up, and rushed out of the room
with rapid youthful strides. I awaited his return in vain; I concluded
at last to go down into the city.
As I approached the Brandenburg gates, I saw in the gloaming a tall
figure stride by me, which I immediately recognized as my strange
companion—I said to him—
“Why did you leave me so abruptly?”
“It was too late and the Euphon began to sound.”
“I don’t know what you mean!”
“So much the better!”
“So much the worse: for I should like to understand you.”
“Do you hear nothing?”
“No.”
“It is past! Let us go—I do not generally like company; but—you are
not a composer—you are not a Berliner?”
“I cannot conceive what so prejudices you against the Berliners. Here,
where art is so highly esteemed and practised by the people in the
highest degree—I should think that a man of your genius in art would
like to be.”
“You are mistaken. I am condemned for my torment to wander about here in
this deserted place like a departed spirit.”
“Here in Berlin—a deserted place?”
“Yes, it is deserted to me, for I can find no kindred spirit here. I am
alone.”
“But the artists!—the composers!”
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