Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXI, No. 6, December 1842Various
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Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXI, No. 6, December 1842
Various
Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
raised high with pillows, and though he seemed to sleep, the breath came
painfully from his lips, and with a struggle that constantly disturbed
the linen which lay in waves across his breast.
Malina stood upright in the dim light, motionless as a thing of marble,
her eyes fixed on the dying man, and unconscious, in the force of her
grief, that to all in the room, save him who saw her not, she was a
stranger, and had intruded into the sanctuary of private grief.
It mattered not; Malina’s step had been mistaken for that of a woman
from the kitchen, and no one knew that the wretched young creature was
there.
There was a motion of the bed clothes, a faint murmur, and the dying man
opened his eyes—those large, eloquent eyes that Malina had thought upon
so often, and so thrillingly. There was a mist upon them now, but
through it broke a soft and strange light, heavenly and beautiful. The
old lady bent her ear, and listened to the faint murmur, which seemed
dying on his lips.
“My father—when will he come back?—it is late!”
The sound was very faint, but the old man had heard it amid the strong
agony of his prayer. He arose, and moving round the bed, bent over his
son. A light, almost preternatural, came to the eyes of that dying man,
and with a sudden effort he found voice to speak.
“My father,” he said, “thank God—you have returned in time. Where is
she?”
“My son,” said the old man, in a voice which he vainly strove to render
calm, “in a little time she will meet you in heaven—but she is not
here.”
The invalid had turned his head upon the pillow, with a look of touching
eagerness; but it fell back—his eyes closed faintly, and after gasping
once or twice, he lay motionless, save the lips, which gave forth broken
but beautiful fragments of speech, such as came uppermost in his pure,
but wandering mind, for he was delirious now. The last vibrations of his
soul were disturbed by disappointment in his sole earthly wish. In the
broken murmurs that fell from his lips, Malina heard her own name, and
it unlocked the ice which seemed closing round her heart. With a sob
that broke to her lips amid a gush of tears, she sprung toward the bed,
and falling upon her knees, clasped the pale hand which fell over the
bed, and pressed her quivering lips repeatedly upon it, while her voice
mingled with the choking grief that shook her whole frame.
“Forgive me! oh, let me stay!” she said, lifting her face to the old
woman, but still nervously grasping the dying man’s hand; “I loved him
better than she did—better than anybody could—better than my own soul!
Let me stay, and die with him! No one asked _me_ to come, but I am here.
You will not send me away?”
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