Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXXI, No. 1, July 1847Various
General
Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXXI, No. 1, July 1847
Various
Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
And so he had had a few years of excitement, and spent his little
patrimony, and was now just where he had started—if that can be said of
any man, when years have passed over his head bringing neither added
reputation nor knowledge. He had lost time and gained nothing; and,
moreover, as we have said, had spent the little independence left him by
his father.
It was now necessary for him to do something, for though his mother
could give him a home, her fortune was not sufficient for them both.
There was his profession, which he hated. He could not go back and
drudge for dollars and cents. Beside it was too late—others that had
started with him had got before him. Those who had kept to the beaten
well-worn path, while he had been hunting for a short-cut, had reached
the goal before him. As for Ashhurst, he was not only doing a good
business, but beginning to be known. His name was mentioned with
respect, and he was often associated as junior counsel with the leaders
of the bar.
There, too, was his pen. But sketchy articles and slight productions,
which are kindly received as the efforts of a boy, elicit no applause
when coming from a man of mature years. And Harrington had not risen
with the public; he had been called a “youth of promise” when a lad, but
his manhood had not kept pace with the promise. He had made no friends
and some enemies in his state of political effervescence, when he had
dealt round accusations and epithets that scarcely even electioneering
excitement will excuse. So now what to do he knew not. He paused and
looked around, discomfited and mortified. He complained loudly, of
course, of the treatment that he had met with—for injustice, as we have
seen, had pursued Arthur from a boy, and now he was growing bitter—a
keen sense of ill-usage is sometimes a great comfort—and his mother
listened to his out-pourings with the deepest sympathy; for Arthur’s
ambition and conceit had been of her cultivation. She had planted the
seed, and now the tree over-shadowed her. She was deeply chagrined by
his failure in all he had undertaken, or rather, we should say,
commenced; for, like him, she did not comprehend that there is no
rail-road to fame. But still she did not give up. Matrimony, woman’s
great resource, was left him. She had always wanted him to marry; and
now an heiress seemed the readiest means of mending his broken fortunes.
Harrington himself saw no other; and so he entered society again with
other views beside amusement.
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