Graham's Magazine Vol XXXIII No. 3 September 1848Various
General
Graham's Magazine Vol XXXIII No. 3 September 1848
Various
Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
An only child of wealthy parents, petted, caressed and idolized, she
had sprung into womanhood, with every wish anticipated, every desire
gratified ere half expressed, if within the reach of human
possibility, what wonder, then, that she grew wayward and willful, and
at length rashly dashed the cup of happiness of which she had drank so
freely in her sunny youth from her lip, by disobeying her too fond and
doating parents, in committing her life's destiny to the keeping of
one who they, with the anxious foresight of love, too well knew would
not hold the precious trust as sacred. Brave and handsome and gifted
he might be, but the seeds of selfishness had been too surely sown
within his heart; and he had won the idol of a worshiping crowd, more,
perchance, from a feeling of exultation and pride in being able to
bear away the prize from so many eager aspirants, than any deep-rooted
affection he felt for the fair object of his solicitude. The novelty
and the charm soon wore away, and then his beautiful bride was
neglected for his former dissolute associates. He afterward entered
the navy, and somewhat more than ten years after they were wedded,
fell in a duel provoked by his own rash, temper. From the moment that
Mrs. Layton recovered from the trance-like swoon which followed the
first sight of her husband's bleeding corpse, she seemed utterly,
entirely changed. She had truly loved him, he who lay before her now,
a victim of his own rash and selfish folly, and with all a woman's
earnest devotion would have followed him to the remotest extremes of
earth; but her feelings had been too long trampled upon, her heart too
bruised and crushed ever to be upraised again. She had leaned upon a
broken reed, and had awakened to find herself widowed, broken-hearted.
And she arose, that desolate and bereaved one, and folding her child
closer to her breast, went forth into the cold world
friendless--alone! Once would her grief have been loud and passionate
and wild, but she had passed through a weary probation, and had
learned "to suffer and be still." How, in that dark hour, did her
lost mother's prayer-breathed words, her father's earnest entreaties
come back to smite heavily upon her sorrow-stricken spirit--but
remorse and repentance were now all too late. And yet not too late,
she murmured inly, for had she not a duty to perform toward the little
being, her only, and, oh! how heaven-hallowed, tie to earth, consigned
to her guardianship and care. Did she not firmly resolve never by
ill-judged and injudicious fondness to mark out a pathway filled with
thorns for her darling. It may be that that widowed mother erred even
in excess of zeal, for she would resist the natural promptings of her
heart, and check the gushing affection which welled from the deepest,
purest fountain in the human heart, lest its expression might prove
injurious to the loved one in after years. And thus there grew a
restraint and a seeming coldness on the part of the mother, a constant
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