Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXXIV, No. 4, April 1849Various
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Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXXIV, No. 4, April 1849
Various
Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
She is sleeping, but hers is a troubled slumber, for conscience is at
work night and day in the mind of that woman, accusing and
condemning—yet she sleeps. She is dreaming of the husband of her early
years—of the child in whom, when she was young and innocent, and of
contented mind, her hope and joy centered; she is dreaming of her maiden
home—of her bridal morning. The voices of her former, youthful friends
are ringing in her ears; the innocent thoughts and hopes of girlhood
fill her heart again. She wakens weeping—for in imagination she is
standing once more beside the death-bed of her mother, listening to the
words of warning and counsel that mother forces herself to speak when
she beholds with all a parent’s agony that the girl of her hopes is
treading in the wild paths of shame and sin.
She wakens in tears, with a strange feeling of contrition that she has
seldom or never felt before agitating her bosom, to see the Sunlight
looking down with pitying glance upon her—to see the good spirit whose
mission it is to make glad and bright the earth, deigning to creep
through those prison-bars to speak a word of counsel and hope to her.
Thoughts of her husband, on whose honest name she has cast such
dishonor, and of her deserted, innocent child, come to her full of most
sorrowful reproach. A longing for the restoration of her lost virtue—a
conviction of the peacefulness and happiness and exceeding reward
attending goodness, ever make her unsealed tears flow more freely.
Beside that narrow bed, on the stone floor of her cell, she kneels down
in her sorrow and contrition, and on her knees she breathes forth such a
prayer as never before went from her heart. And the dear Sunlight is
witness of that prayer! She looks upon the kneeling penitent with
joy—and from that now hallowed place she does not steal forth hastily,
leaving the cell dreary and comfortless as before; she is there when the
woman rises from her supplication, as though to assure of the smile of
Heavenly forgiveness, which may yet await her. She remains to give
encouragement to the hope that the corroding stains now resting on her
soul may be ere long effectually wiped away—that reconcilement and love
and peace, are yet for her on earth.
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